the weirdo, me~

EYEVEN

i made a correct decision
to be present at school yesterday
i slept at 4 the day before.
i have so many thoughts that night.
i layed on my bed. thinking about the past
the months with my best friends

i just feel i am useless sometimes
i just cannot even give a hand when she needs me
i admitted and i realised
i should be there for her always.
i checked my save items in another phone
i saw i sent her this message once

we can be best friends today,
but we can be friends the year after
we can not talk to each other 2 years later.
how bad if i die tomorrow and u dont get to tell me how u feel?
how sad if it to want somebody u cant
I AM NOW TELLING THAT
somebody dies and alive
even if i am suddenly disappear,
i will still remember ur look forever

i met up the tshirt saler yesterday
haha~ silly me and khaishien..
first time handling this kind of person
BOOO to khaishien
he is really bad in communicating,
BUT HE HAS A KIND HEART
hahaaaa.. i am laughing right now
HE ASKED: are u the boss or the worker *what if i am not both* i am the CEO?
HE ASKED: when will ur factory is free without printing any clothes* it's the time when i am bankrup LOL
BUT I NOTICED I TALKED LOTS OF NONSENCE

yesterday night had a jogging with my best friend,
11 PM and we are pratising
i actually ran for 3 round. but with the speed of 20km/h
hahaaaa.. well i just wanna enjoy the atmosphere
i feel so happy to sit under the lamp post. i am like the SUNSHINE boy to the whole street
narcissism! well. i still enjoy.
we did a lot of identities ah. the theif, the stalker. :p

i still love cycling even thoughi fell down lots of times
we ended up at MCD yesterday night.
i was so embarrassed
i was wearing a short pant and a purple TSHIRT
the problem came from the pant and the appearance i had
imagine the look of u after exercising
watever~ i guess i dont know anyone there.

i feel so bad this morning
i woke up at 7 to wake my friend up
then i was too tired i slept back
then my mum forgot to pick him up
I CANT FORGIVE MYSELF DOING THAT
but again SORRY~ this will never ever happen again!

i dont intend to do that dehh...

overall, I AM HAVING A RELAXING TIME today

first time playing the organ FOR YEARS~