i am being illuminated

exams are finally over

for the first time in life,

i feel relax to sit for it.

from the first day of it till the last day

i am like just sitting there

trying to do the best WEE XD



i wanna enjoy the process of it

for as i know it's not gonna happen for the whole year long

until the official SPM ends



i am kinda having a bad thought through my mind

i just have a feelings that there's a barrier

which always stop me from keeping forward



plseeee plsee plseeee

i wanna announce something

I KEPT THIS LONG IN MY HEART

i am not perfect!

i might be perfect to U,

but i am not perfect to myself

u can just see how i perform,

but u will never feel how i feel!



maybe... MAYBE

i am never interested on how ppl get to know me

or even how ppl try to know me~

for i know, i will not reveal to u

UNTIL THE DAY U KNOW ME



it's a bad day today~ :(

it's never easy to entertain someone u hate

and now i know the how strong and how effective

"the confeident word can cause someone to fail in life"

having a certain limit of it

definitely it's crucial

but having more than the limit,

will just kill everything away from u.



I AM SORRY~

till today, i admit i am still not being able to handle CRISIS

it's just that my brain somehow stucks somewhere when i needed it