AN AWESOME WEEK

exams are finally over,
but routines are back again
wonder to cut down some activities and tuitions
BECAUSE I AM NOW SICK OF THAT

weather is acting really awkward lately
could be raining in the morning and terribly hot right after
and i have sore throat and flu now

wanted to online during school days
but i nearly passed out by the time i am back by tuition

YESTERDAY
i was terrified because i havent printed the photos out for my ART PROJECT
THanks to JIAJIUN
he helped me to fit in those photos into 4R
using the photoshop
has some problems with the comp,
*cant detect usb, cannot burn into a CD, when i restarted it
BOOMM... the resolution turned into 3 bits
OH MY GOSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHH

was sad with the things,
but still i managed to print it,
THE PICTURES ARE SO BLUR UNEXPECTEDLY
this weekend, 7/3 i am going for a workshop AT HELP COLLEDGE
next weekend IS MY BIRTHDAY
but one of my best best friends is telling me that he couldnt make it
T.T
my last ever secondnary life birthday!

29/2 is ESTHER'S BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!

i gonna make sure i get well before monday

so REST TIME FOR MY WEEKENDS

take care everyone. :)

the weirdo, me~

EYEVEN

i made a correct decision
to be present at school yesterday
i slept at 4 the day before.
i have so many thoughts that night.
i layed on my bed. thinking about the past
the months with my best friends

i just feel i am useless sometimes
i just cannot even give a hand when she needs me
i admitted and i realised
i should be there for her always.
i checked my save items in another phone
i saw i sent her this message once

we can be best friends today,
but we can be friends the year after
we can not talk to each other 2 years later.
how bad if i die tomorrow and u dont get to tell me how u feel?
how sad if it to want somebody u cant
I AM NOW TELLING THAT
somebody dies and alive
even if i am suddenly disappear,
i will still remember ur look forever

i met up the tshirt saler yesterday
haha~ silly me and khaishien..
first time handling this kind of person
BOOO to khaishien
he is really bad in communicating,
BUT HE HAS A KIND HEART
hahaaaa.. i am laughing right now
HE ASKED: are u the boss or the worker *what if i am not both* i am the CEO?
HE ASKED: when will ur factory is free without printing any clothes* it's the time when i am bankrup LOL
BUT I NOTICED I TALKED LOTS OF NONSENCE

yesterday night had a jogging with my best friend,
11 PM and we are pratising
i actually ran for 3 round. but with the speed of 20km/h
hahaaaa.. well i just wanna enjoy the atmosphere
i feel so happy to sit under the lamp post. i am like the SUNSHINE boy to the whole street
narcissism! well. i still enjoy.
we did a lot of identities ah. the theif, the stalker. :p

i still love cycling even thoughi fell down lots of times
we ended up at MCD yesterday night.
i was so embarrassed
i was wearing a short pant and a purple TSHIRT
the problem came from the pant and the appearance i had
imagine the look of u after exercising
watever~ i guess i dont know anyone there.

i feel so bad this morning
i woke up at 7 to wake my friend up
then i was too tired i slept back
then my mum forgot to pick him up
I CANT FORGIVE MYSELF DOING THAT
but again SORRY~ this will never ever happen again!

i dont intend to do that dehh...

overall, I AM HAVING A RELAXING TIME today

first time playing the organ FOR YEARS~

i am being illuminated

exams are finally over

for the first time in life,

i feel relax to sit for it.

from the first day of it till the last day

i am like just sitting there

trying to do the best WEE XD



i wanna enjoy the process of it

for as i know it's not gonna happen for the whole year long

until the official SPM ends



i am kinda having a bad thought through my mind

i just have a feelings that there's a barrier

which always stop me from keeping forward



plseeee plsee plseeee

i wanna announce something

I KEPT THIS LONG IN MY HEART

i am not perfect!

i might be perfect to U,

but i am not perfect to myself

u can just see how i perform,

but u will never feel how i feel!



maybe... MAYBE

i am never interested on how ppl get to know me

or even how ppl try to know me~

for i know, i will not reveal to u

UNTIL THE DAY U KNOW ME



it's a bad day today~ :(

it's never easy to entertain someone u hate

and now i know the how strong and how effective

"the confeident word can cause someone to fail in life"

having a certain limit of it

definitely it's crucial

but having more than the limit,

will just kill everything away from u.



I AM SORRY~

till today, i admit i am still not being able to handle CRISIS

it's just that my brain somehow stucks somewhere when i needed it

REST TIME

when i see people with bandages on the hand or ankles,
i will start imagining how if i get it one day?
thats also a reason why i dislike BALLS sports.
i somehow afraid of that because i can totally be unease for that pain
few years back, when i was still learning taekwando.
i got it on my toes. my godness
i can hardly walk and i hate it to the max

this week, the beginning of the week.
i got a BIG ANGPOW
on me, yeoh aun yee
i can still remember the scene
right before tuition, i wanted to go for a ride
while waiting for yewchung,
and it's about to rain and i wanted to rush home
the time i reached my house, i press the BREAK button hardly
and everything happened T.T

FOR THE FIRST TIME,
i feel the pain.
i feel the blood flowing out
i couldnt even walk into my house

thanks to yewchung =D
few minutes back, i was still smsing her
and few minutes after, i couldnt grab the phone
my mum, quickly applied some ointment on me

I CAN SEE the flashes of my body
i burst into tears when i know it's gonna be exam next week
it's not funny how i fall.
i am gonna be something new to me. but i am sure i can handle next time
this injury doesnt even stop me from learning, keep moving forward
i still work hard. work hard for my dreams

i kinda wondering this days
should i pause this? should i let it go before i suffer more?
i hate the word SORRY
what means sorry? define.
sorry is said when u did something you did not intend to
if u are about to do it just for fun, but u hurt someone.
then u shouldnt say sorry! CONGRATULATIONS, U WON IT!
pisssssssss.. sorry i am disappointed
from the moment u did that, i knew in my heart,
u dont know me well. u dont even know what i need at the right time.
all the bad thoughts start flowing from my mind again!
u know who u are, when u about to that again
well. think twice, before u do it.

it's exam tomorrow! good lucks to everyone.
i am getting better, will update more soon

VALENTINE SALES FINALLY ENDED OFFICIALLY
POST MOTTOM weeeeeee








my knee







































my right hand






































my shoulder.
ouccchhhh. i am having hard time in bathing and
wearing clothes


















my right hand.
i cant write T.T
























BUT I STILL LOOK OKAY!















JIAJIUN, CONGRATS U DONE A GREAT JOB
KHAISHIEN, JIAYOU! U CAN DO IT

i pity my two best friends who falls into tears on VALENTINE

ciaos!

week after CNY

after a 10 days of break,
i feel a lot better and have new passions
with new mood to study and strike for my goal
life goes on and

some conflicts happened this week =(
I AM TOO LAZY TO CARE
unecessary things
i just wanna concentrate on my aims

oh yes!!!! valentine sales has officially ENDED
wuhoo! bear strikes a very good record
88 receipts. at least 88 bears are sold
1st equation in linear programming
bear>/=88
2nd equation
happy>sad
3rd eguation
tired>energitic!

CONCLUSION: thats gonna be a memories of mine
for valentine 2009!!

---SPECIAL THANKS---
the KUNG fu.
the daniel
the chin eng
the yew chung
the suit yee
the ping ning
the ching li

anddddd those who has supported me DIRECTLY AND ALSO indirectly
=D

i am getting ready for my intervensi it's important
i am gonna be busy wrapping the bears
i am gonna be ready for MY DEAR ESTHER TAN PRESENT

today! i feel happy
i rolled on my bed cant even sleep
too relax and it's been so long since i did it
wow! and chatted with my dearest mummy!

so well. for sentimental and emotional stuff will upload soon..... =D
I AM OVERALL HAPPY TODAY


yewchung! i will always support u! GOOD LUCKSS!
u are not quit if u lose!
j--i--a--y--o--u!

I BOUGHT MY M2!

snake's drawings ON THE WINDSCREEN

VERY VERY VERY NICE HOR? bluek!

stupid look after school XD

LAST DAY OF SALES

ledt so little MY BEARSSSS T.T

IVAN'S 2009 VALENTINE PRODUCTION

WUHOO! WHAT A HAPPY ENDING

i am off to bed. lights off

DREAMS COME

good night and sweet dreams =)

RANDOM.

The Pearl- MY CURRENT BEDTIME STORIES

IGNORE MY BIG PALM

HAHAHAAA.. I LOVE DICE

MY NEWEST CALENDER.

IGNORE THE US DOLLAR

MY 17TH FIRST-BIRTHDAY CARD

FROM ESTHER TAN

IGNORE THE PUMPKIN HEAD

THANKS DEAR

MY WAKE UP LOOK

IGNORE THE MESSY HAIR.

TOO MANY THINGS TO IGNORE. BUT DONT IGNORE MY KINDNESS TO SHARE! =D

Here MY MOOD comes

ON THE WAY BACK TO PENANG.
I LOOK SO SLEEPY













MY POTRAIT. IT'S UGLY AND I HATE IT
DONT LOOK LIKE ME AT ALL

OUR HALOWEEN CHOCOLATE BIRTHDAY CAKE

CUTE AND COOL MAN!

well. i am gonna blog about my chinese new year stuff

wasnt having a great time in the reunion night. but still thanks to my parents

i learnt a lot! =P

living in the villages is definitely something torturing me

indeed, i love to be with those relatives and friends.

but i will bored to death if there's only food and humans

i need entertainment la man.

i spent my CNY in penang. my granny's home

PITY u *sobs*

well. as i know when human comes to a certain age

it's a transition again

they could be as noisy as kids

as childish as INFANTS

seeing him having a skinny leg muscles are shrinking

probably due to DIABETICS

i just feel like my heart is popping out

from that, i hope that

i wish

i can be a doctor!

i want to rescue ppl, well i am kinda helpful ONLY AT TIMES

haha. i watched DA XI SHI during cny

quite a funny show but a bit a bit

dirty.. not suitable for kids la

although i never really enjoyed but the stress free life, i like it

just cant imagine how busy i could be when school reopens again

i want my 10 hrs sleep everyday.

feeling kinda happy to meet esther, my dearest friend for just only 3 HRS. T.T

but better than nothing. rushed to yen's house once i got back from penang

wuhoo. we baked a cake, although i did not

i was late. so my job is just to EAT.

we got our birthday present.

a nice card from her.

wakaka. and i wonder why i cut down weight.

i ate a lot man. BUT I LOOK round and PIG

during this holidays, thanks to my xiao yee

i heart her. she understands me a lot

she taught me lots of things

now i finally know how important lifes could be

u are my role model

she is a SUCCESSFUL LADY

WUHOO. no art tomorrow morning.

thats gonna be the happiest thing it could be

i must get my passport photos tomorrow

i must get the cross stitching thing tomorrow

i must send my phone for warranty,

sigh, the keypad problem again

but still I LOVE IT

i must get back daniel's clothes.

i must call up the bear outlets

i must have a hair cut

i must do revision before i am death in INTERVENSI test

so far thats all i need to do within this few days

ESTHER TAN!

before i forget good luck for ur exam

take care there. MISS U xoxo!

all the best u can do it!

sigh. i hate u

stop fooling me. i wont fall into ur trap this time

get away from me.

i left all my firecrackers at penang

my money ahh. I WON RM 150 FOR GAMBLING

wuhoooooo.. i played mahjong and poker.

and i regretted that i never take photos.

credit crunch. angpows are shrinking.

i mean really shrinking

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE....