MY FRIENDS

today i had a deep deep thought
till NOW 1.34 AM, 1/3

i feel so bad to neglect everyone of u
i am gonna say it out since this is my blog
i really dislike ppl judging me just the way how i do things
u all wouldnt know that i actually treat u guys as much as others do
somehow u just dont tell me what happen on u,
DONT expect i can read minds or have time to gossip with others just to know stuff about u
i still prefer U telling me
thats nothing more i can say
understandings ARE things between u and ME

u, are getting on my NERVES
please dont make up stories to tell me how bad u are.
I WILL NOT TRUST U ANYMORE
u know i hate liars
so please dont lie top me OR JUST GET OFF from my life
i wonder why humans are like that
they did everything just to get something
SOMETHING-INCLUDING HUMANS

i will not be URS, and i will NEVER be URS
the more u do, THE MORE I HATE!

the more u appear, the more I WANNA GET AWAY

5s1. i really appreaciate u guys
today u, mr. wong junyi i thought of u
i still remember deeply the night u counselled me on my self confident
u told me how great i am, but just without the confident
THANK YOU
mr. pua jiajiun
thanks for helping me all these while
i think it's time for me to know u more,
before it's too late:)
u, i just dont wanna mention ur name
thanks for being my NANNY ah!
u will always get all my work done

my friends are still my greatest achievement in life

it's always too many ppl to thank
i lost my confident AGAIN today
i feel how shallow a friendship could be
how fragile it could be
AS IF would break any moment
by the time i leave the school,
that will be the end of my SECONDNARY LIFE
and i am heading to ADULT HOOD

D.I.C.E
sorry and sorry and sorry
i really feel some barriers are in between now
for us to reunite to gather
LISTEN HERE:
i wish to have more time to spend with u all
i mean i seriously take U- everyone of u important

i even wished to be with u guys every moment
U, the sabah girl, for the first time in ur teen life celebrating birthday without us
BUT, i hope u can have our blessings all the time

i had a great day spending time with my familY
HAD A SPLENDID DINNER AT DRAGON-I
2 weeks from now, it will be my birthday
i wish it could be a BEST EVER SECONDNARY LIFE BIRTHDAY!

i am glad to have all of U
since it's best friends week,
I GONNA THANK
ESTHER- wish to be closer with u, know u more, be there for u more
I DONT WANNA U TO BE ALONE WHEN U HAVE TROUBLES
CHIN ENG- wish to have more time with u, support u always in life
WISH TO KNOW UR THINGS BY MY OWN, HELP YOU OUT
DANIEL- wish to chat with u more often, understand u better
WISH TO KNOW UR FEELINGS, SHARE THE THOUGHTS
wish to have more time with u guys. OUR MEMORIES. I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET
thanks to u guys. let's appreaciate the last year okay?

KHAISHIEN- wish u can be strong and tough, work along together
AARON- wish to share with you my thoughts, so i can see things wider
DIANA- wish to have recess time with u more often, INDIRECTLY showing that i have recess time :)
ESTHER2- thanks for helping me out sometimes, thanks for trusting me always
JUNYI- wish to know more knowledges from u
RYAN- wish to work along with u, know u more

names mentioned above are friends who i treasure the most in life

I LOVE U ALL