Mixed

i wondered why my weekends always ended up in a BUSY AND HECTIC DAY
even if i have tried to complete everything before it

what if i yearn for 48 hours a day?*
will that solve my problems?

definitely NOT


everything i did has a repay
everything i did reflect my feelings
all i know is I Am Seriously Running Out Of Time
that causes me to ENVY AND DEPRESS sometimes.

i know i am not gonna strike what i want, if all these are gonna continue
i am not as perfect as what u all thought
dont put such high expectations on ME
i will suffer more than what u think!
even if u really think i am good,THINK TWICE!

AIMS FOR This Week
all homeworks must be complete on that day itself
work loads can be drag for sometime
enjoy the time after being stressed out
help someone I PROMISED
be alert at all times.
the sickness get far away from me!
cut off some unecessary schedules
BE PREPARED FOR CNY!
revisions must be done



i am sorry dad. :(
i am not a smart child
but i dont mean to waste ur efforts
i will try my best
u are great to me!
i still hoping to get someone who can work along with me!
will *u* appear?
u used to be one, but i dont think u are free enough anymore
u are a EXCELLENT HELPER

i m heading to study again.
a brand new day!
ERASE EVERY SINGLE BAD THOUGHTS