updates

*special thanks to angeline and tako* for rescuing my blog =) appreciate it
all my recent looks. i am still the same!


well. i know i have been abandoned my bloggie for a long time
here i am again
whoa! while reading back my old posts.
i realised that indeed i changed a lot
perhaps my life has changed

recently, i have been complaining on missing friends
dunno what strucked me kinda hard lately,
or i am TOO stressed out, i just dont have any faith in any friendships
this feeling is awful and i seriously hate it
i dont feel this before this, really
this is the first time, and i hope it will be only the last time
until i received those sweet messages from my friends,
i knew they actually care a lot about me
thanks Darlings ^^
hahahaXD yesterday i went to school just to meet all of them.
i have been staying at home for about 3 weeks, to study la!

well. today's chinese was still a piece of shit
never expected such tough question will appear
i cant believe at all that my eyes are looking at those unsolved questions
though essays MIGHT help me
but still an A is far far away, goodbye to u!

as i promised myself, i will get a mechanical pencil for myself as a reward
if my study plans successed
yes! i did it
muahahaaaa... i know i am somehow greedy la
but it just gives me a sense of feelings to strike harder, why not ya?

i will not border the chinese today, will work hard on the other subjects
i CAN do it!

tomorrow will be a BBQ farewell party for PRS
hope to see all of u!

will update more often later. see ya