No trust

things got pretty upset today.
i couldnt have trust in anyone of you
i know some of my friends dont deserve this,
but i have no more confident to treat people well
rumours spread from ears to ear
today, i need comforts and a "dustbin" to spill out all my trash

i wish my eyes can send across the messages how i feel
exam has over, i am pretty fatigue
i got back my add math~! for the first time in life,
i managed to complete two papers. although there are still number of careless mistakes,
but i think i learn something from it

i couldnt talk to u,
isnt because i dont want
when i see u, i nearly think about ur flaws
give me some time, i really need that
i appreciate how well u treat me
how high u expect me to be
but, do u know my feelings?
friends tend to see how much u achieve
but not how much u have worked hard
give me some time, i will prove to u that i can still accept you

to another you,
i dont know what is in ur mind right now
but chances are not used to exploit
if this is gonna happen again
WATCH OUT
i will not be there for you again

i was wondering if i am not good enough
i am as what u thought,
but i find out that u dont know me well

sorry to myself
i really have no trust in anybody anymore
i will judge everyone all over again

friday is teachers day~! wuhoo
but all i