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RUSSIA

2010-03-23T04:20:00.002+08:00

finally, i have the courage to re-activate my blog.
well~ probably i still think this is the place where i can share all my feelings.
right here,right now. i do not have much true friends and family members around.
so the only place i could pass out my message and express my feelings is through blogging!

hmmph. nothing much has changed to in my life.
well, apart from the previous post to this post has been months and yeah now i am currently in russia!
the first post i typed in russia~
well :) i just celebrated my 18th birthday with my course mates here @starlight!

well lots of sad and depressed feelings i have been through ever since i came here
those missing feelings! doubting myself and stuffs. well.
i hope when everyone is busy. and i dont get to talk to my closed ones later, through my blog u all can still keep up to date with me.

honestly, life here isn't at all. challenging!
especially the language barrier which i am facing now everyday now,
somehow just got me more stressful to excel in it!
i always tell myself i will be better in time!

my first job

2010-01-22T16:46:00.002+08:00

Finally! I have the urge to bloggggg!!!!!!!

DAY 21/1
my first day of work
sedayu thingy TVC
working as an extra

i was seriously veryyyy happy when i am shortlisted!
and i am the only maleeeeeee
when i reached there she asked if i am interested in another event show
maybe if modelling or serving guests job
i was likeeeee WHOOOAAAAA do i look that good????
she said: except ur hair, everything else is just fineeeee!!
wahahaaa XD XD XD XD i feel like jumping up high!

BUTTTTT
it wasnt that fun at all
let me share it outtt!
when i met here,
she said she will go to USJ to meet any friend in USJ mall
well we met them and all the way
and i have a long chat with her JESS
she is such a nice person. she is willing to tell me everything about her carrier
oh yeeaaa!!!! now only i know err a SUPER famous model in malaysia SMOKEEEESSS!
i dont wanna type it out here but personally whoever wants to know u may ask me
whatever it issss. for ur information, PANTENE tvc in malaysia is the BIGGEST
and highest EXPENDITURE tvc till now

hmm well on the way to the location we got a call saying that there are a gang of malays already waiting there
well to us we might think that it's good to be punctual or earlier
but to the producer team they thought that IT'S bad cause they have to pay extra OT money
then they said the producer scolded them and gave them a bad look
and they wanted some food and they took
so they are scolded again

well me and my agent
we went there to cool down all of them
thumbs up~ i did a great job
the aunty uncles say just give this little boy some faces laaa
he has been so kind and we continue it laa

whoa when i turned i saw a super duper nice looking guy in front of me
i was like why he looks so so familiar one?!
oh well i think i know him
and he is very kind
he was like saying dont worry they will not be angry one laaa
hi i am syarif
i was like oh hi i am ivan!

and then we moved to the location laaaa
hmm only then i know he is the featured male of this TVC
no wonder la! and he has been 100 over shootings
errr watch out the upcoming lifebouy handsoap, visit malaysia, carlsberg CNY advertisement
and of course this sedayu thingy TVC
oh well i never asked much but i tell u he has the patient which a model should posess

he is kind and humbleee
whoaaaa for the first time i get to know such humble famous person

then i saw the featured FEMALE
wow another malay who has fair skinn
she is only 18!!!my goddd and she is studying in raeffles for multimedia design
she can speak super super good english
and of course she is pretty!
both of them have perfect SKIN without applying any foundation!

well a lot of problems hanging in between the camera spoilt
and whatever it is our shooting actually starts at 1~~~~

haihhhhhhhh sad stuff all along
and i dont wish to type outtt
whatever it is! it finished at 5 am~~!!!
god i am like damn exhausted and i reached home at 7~
80 bucks might not seem a lot butttttt IT'S memorable

Surprised Party!

2009-12-19T02:44:00.001+08:00

one of the shots taken today! a picture speaks a thousand words =)

HMM.... it was a week ago esther msged me suddenly asking me if i am free on the 18th? Luckily, today was very free, without any activities. so she said, she wanna goes out with me? No reson to reject, and of course i wish too =) so, i was waiting for this day to arrive! While shopping with mel ks and junyi in Midvalley, this damn DKNY counter is promoting the BE DELICIOUS sets there. Temptations brought me near it and i knew i couldnt stop thinking of it when i am obsessed with it! I have been yearning for it since quite a long time ago. But, due to its price, i often tell myself to think twice before spending it! I might have others usage! =)

Yesterday night, jiajiun was chatting with me. I was asking if he has any plans lately. He said he slept for fifteen hours which scared me off. XD and he said due to the rain,his outings were all put off. AWWW.. then i asked how about tomorrow? he said dont tell u first, And this freak was a liar!!!! He asked where i am going tomorrow? I said i am going out with esther. And i really thought i am going out with her ONLY! well, until this morning everything still seems so normal. meiyen was online but she was replying as slow as a tortoise. BUT i dont guess anything...

So, this little esther came my house around 11 and we went to tasik selatan straight. Mum was nagging about my undang test =S i was like errr..errr alright alright. when we reached there, we went to lot 10 straight. But both of us are a little noob, but we still found it at last. Then, esther phone started ringing. She was like acting very very weird, dun want me to know what is happening.

Fine, suddenly i saw this little chua huay yau! I am VERY SURE it's him. Esther was saying err i dont think so. So i said, well we walk near him to see. ;P then he was smart enough and asked why i am here? Oh well. REAL enough for me not to suspect anything else, maybe esther was hinting behind without my notice. Then we went up to ISETAN since i wanna get a birthday present for my best friend! Then i saw a little brush with screen wiper. Esther said we go at around 12.30 cause the buffet wont start so early

Oh well. Along the way, her phone kept ringing. I was like, err why this MEIWEI keep calling? Then she said she might need our help to get her some stuff! OHHHHHH.... I PAID and exited Isetan. Well, time to head to SHABU. Esther was saying, i am hungry! T.T i was like errr.. okay we go in quickly. AT the entrance, this receptionist came and asked if i am mr.kung's guest. I was like err .. NO! NO NO!!! I said just both of us. Then esther brought me inside and EVERYONE WAS LIKE SURPRISEDDDDDDDD!!!!!!
WOWWW.. i couldnt believe what my eyes are looking at! I was like OH MY GODDDDDD... what is this?!!!!

Then they were like starting to say. eh? why are u here?
i was like: stop all these jokes, ain't funny, i almost weeped
but i controlled. i remained silent for some time,
was too drastic for me to react, i started recalling everything
BUT.. how come there are no HINTS given? AT ALL!
well. these professionals event planner memang hebat!!!!!!
no wonder all are my classmates and among themselves, there were presidents of PBC, ED BOARD blabla..

oh my god~~~~ I WAS TOOOOO HAPPY
then khaishien gave me a beg named: metrojaya!
Then i knew it must be MY BE DELICOUS perfume!!! am i right?
ABSOLUTELY! i was like oh my goddddddddd.... u all know me well,
never fail to read my little heart.
arrrhhh. i am feeling guilty.
then our buffet started.
everyone treated me damn well. it feels like i am the LUCKIEST person in the world, no joke!
Seriously, i am! I started thinking, not everyone has this chance and since ur friends are sincere enough
u should be gladful=)

awww.. i was served well...XD
seriously, i love u guys!! u guys are so so so so sweet.
Greatest thanks to Khaishien and Esther, the executive planner of this event, if i am not mistaken
Esther, thanks for caring me so well all these while.
of course his boyfriend, desmond was understanding enough. Thanks desmond
Khaishien, My best best friend!
A great leader. NO doubt he is one of the perfect person whom i know!
With gratitude.=) motivates me everytime i need it! Without any demands.
Jiajiun, this little baby. LOL
kiddish guy. he is always someone who is very supportive also! HAHA!
the most memorable memory of him to me is he sent a message to cheer me up the day before add math
my freak-out-attitude always made me not to do well in exams
he is also being very humble all the while
though ks and jj are both equally intelligent
Soonyin, THANKS for being our monitor the whole year running all the errands. Love U!
and sorry for my rude attitude sometimes, though i promised a few times i would not raise my voice,
but I still did it>.< attending =")" too =")" silently =")" too =")" alright =")">.<
but we ended up reaching home safely!
hmm.. i promise u guys, i will throw out a farewell at my house!
no need to waste money!!!! let's drink some champaigne on that day ^^
oh yea.. before i forget, diana was supposed to join us today
but unfortunately she was sicked! hope she recovers soon!!!!!

well. i am tired. imagine what, it's 2.40 already now. and i just opened the perfume
once again, my heart is overwhelmed! i wont use it i guess.
my practice, i dont use my presents unless i desperately need it =P
i will bring it to russia and keep properly. when i need u guys to be around me, i will spray a few drops on myself.

i LOVE u all. thanks for everything today! i will never forget this day in my life. as i have promised u all, i wont change even when i am there. u all are still my best HIGH SCHOOL friends which cannot be simply replaced by anyone! i wish all of u all the best! u all will be always in my heart at all times. remember, do not hesitate to tell me or chat with me if u all face any problems. i might be miles apart, but my heart is always connected with u all at all times. i will stay the same even i might look different, once again! GREASTEST GAZILLION THANKS for everything today
love u all, MUACKASSSSSSSS

18.12.2009
with love, aunyee

sick!

2009-12-11T16:45:00.001+08:00

i wonder why would i fall sick at this crucial state?
i have tons of upcoming tasks to be completed!
god bless me man! i gonna get well soon
yesterday i was pretty down.
probably because of this toad voice couldnt make me touch much at the briefing
i was just nodding my head and replying a yes yes..

had a blood check up on my HIV, HYPER A,B,C SYPHILIS and more
gonna get a chest x ray soon. to check on the TB
god! heal my sickness fast fast!!
i am missing all my friends now!

i wish the day of gatheting would arrive soon!
had a great day shopping with my best friend few days back
bought all my formal clothes and stuff
=)

i sold my MP3 wahhaa!
i finally have an income! will spend this on some of my besties' presents.

spm is about to end
well, i wouldnt want to think back about the past subjects,
i did not even dare to guarantee any A for any subjects!
especially add math
thankgodness add math isnt that important in my carrier

biology chemistry! u better have an A!
i am still waiting anxiously for the departure date
currently is still 28/12
the consultant said that i will be informed only 1 WEEK EARLIER.

i want to have count down 2010 and christmas here!
if i were given a chance now! i wish i can celebrate and enjoy here before i leave!
i hope i am blessed always!

13/12 undang class
14/12 outing with friends, dinner with mrs.sim at sunway
15/12 form5 dinner
16/12 do x ray and buy disecting set and lab coat
17/12 meet dr.ho
18/12 special outing with esther thoo ^^
20/12 editorial BBQ
21/12 PPS prom
22/12 6c GATHERING
23/12 leaving to penang
26/12 back from penang
27/12 farewell with friends
28/12 departure

this is my current schedule
of course i will never forget some of the spec

when a leave drops, some thinks because it's lacking of nutrients, but do we ever think the rough winds could have blown them down?

2009-10-02T18:45:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i stopped by,
to look at my past,
but i realised everything was funny to be thought of,
recalling the times, it might be a sad and pathetic memories
hence, i shutted my eyes,
took a big grasp of air into my lungs again,
feeling the pace of my hearts,
i am back to the reality!

i realised that whenever some bad incidents happened
it seems to be the end of the world,
well instead of feeling sweat with it,
i would accept it with my generous arms,
i treid to change what i didnt want it to be,
even if it doesnt turn out well,
i am still glad i tried my best

i have faith in everyone i love,
i mean, i should, have it.
but still it'll never work if things go one way,
again. i closed my eyes, stopped the thoughts from flowing through my mind,
to keep my spirit down again,
back to my starting point,
continue what makes me feel better again
i might not have the chance to think of the consequenes,
since i choosed the path that i want,
i move on with my wish.

althought it will never turn out well,
but still i couldnt twist the clock back to twelve,
and choose the second path.
hence, i learnt a new lesson.
i appreciate what happens in life, always!

TRIALS VS REAL

2009-10-02T18:28:00.002+08:00

thanks to the happenings that happened for this week,
today.. i had a great talk with pn lim, my english teacher,
i mean WE had a great talk,
since we always cant understand what our bio teacher is teaching,
we decided to run out from the class,
standing at the corridor,
while listening to the comments she gave on our exam essay!

this time, i realised, i choosed the wrong question,
i always write something on recount,
dont know why, those questions will eventually ignite my inner feelings,
like the last exam piece, my best friend
somehow i am clear with what i want, i know what does that mean,
because i have had a best friend in life,
no matter who i write, or how i write it,
the feelings will surely strike the reader's emotions

this time, discipline is the key to success? do u agree?
certainly i have discipline in me,
but i am not successful yet, so i might not have the stand to support my points well
i wrote this in chinese for last essay! damn it.
i can still remember what marks i got, and it was totally a disappointment,
but i still like english, there's no line to limit my style of writing.

pn lim, through her thoughts i learnt a lot!
she said i am good in argumentative kinds,
so i am gonna read up more and more bulletins on people opinions,
seeing things from differents perspectives,
at least , i am proud that i convinced her, by manipulating my points,
through bluffalogy!
feel embarrass to admit it, but still i am glad it happened before the real one comes!

i got back all my papers already, well not satisfying enough!
but thanks to all my buddies, we'll work hard for the time left.
let's turn it to be possible all the times,
i am in love in my class, LOL
we joined all the tables together, so it's easier to crap and discuss questions!

no doubt, i am under high pressure lately,
i realised i am not well prepared,
but still i am really thankful,
like what pn.lim says "make things happened worst before the real spm!"

i am gonna make sure by spm comes, i get to understand which kind of questions suit me the best!!

haha. randomly,
yesterday was a great day!
i went mamak after school with my classmates,
as usual, i like the atmosphere!
wahaha.. out class has lots of JUN lately!
jun yi, jia jiun and jian jun!

oh well! i have released my feelings! time to work hard. ciaos!

this will never be the way

2009-09-25T23:21:00.004+08:00

i am starting to get SICK of everything
i should have listened to the advices, do something prompt enough to make me feel better =)

things will never work one way as i know,
duration and the time how long we have been friends,
will never be a reason for us to keep holding on the bonds

sometimes, i just couldn't take it when the cares are even worse than how an ordinary PASSER-BY
could have given!
i am not comparing, but it's something that i have mentioned endless times =(
i am writing this not because i am piss, i am sick of it! and i know for the time being,
it's really gonna be a time for me to look into everything, and i hope what i thought before was wrong!

appreciation is something that we need and MUST possess
no matter what we are given everyday!
i appreciate u BUT.... think carefully,
do u actually care for ur friend when he needs?

tolerance is also another important part!
i have tried, but did u?
and if u mean it, sorry could have made u be more oblivious of the mistakes,
not repeating the same thing OVER and Over AGAIN
it's already been years! but look at it, everytime when i talk to u!
see how much u really thought through my thoughts!
pause at that moment when i tell u something next time, and observe ur reactions! and think
if this is what u get from someone, will u be happy?

i hope i can keep this best friend after my high school!
but if things remain this way, i dont think i can tolerate anymore...
if u ever know who u are, kindly just talk over to me if u really wanna know what i am thinking!
there's a reason why i am posting here! not because i wanna open a press conference and tell everyone in the world that how much i dislike,
because i know i am true enough when i am facing this computer,
and u will surely read what i typed!

but if u dont, well fine. we will never work out things anymore!

*it drives me a lot a lot of confidence to type this post,
as everyone knows i am soft-hearted.
but this time, head-ache has brought me some confident!

i hope things will get better!

Chicken Soup

2009-09-20T21:59:00.002+08:00

phew! finally i have the mood to blog about my days
first of all, i gonna thank to all the readers for paying attention on my blog
thanks for sending sms to me asking how i feel sometimes.
u are honoured and i love u all!

last night, out of the blue, i was missing this best friend a lot
ESTHER TAN HUI
i called her and thank godness! she is free.
we shared the sometime chatting about the past
how we manage to work together for PMR

i really miss the time so so much
i can still remember, we will study together most of the mornings!
around 7 am. and we go to school together
there's a petrol kiosk near her house.
we went there to get some snacks sometimes!!

in school, she was just sitting infront of me
everything was so perfect! TOO FABOLOUS!
we will de-stress and pressurise each other...

well all the moments and past atmospheres began to on AIR again
we smsed each other, while studying
and everything started again!
then i glanced at my table, it was the first picture i took with her in school!!
during form 3, though the colour wasnt that nice anymore.
but both of us have the same photo underneath our desks.

such a coincident, she said i miss u a lot in the photo!
my heaart was MELTED

then i started flipping my calender.
i realised i have exactly 2 months left for spm!
and the worst part is i have only 1 more month to graduate!
hence, all the bad and leaving scenes started to appear.

i couldnt calm myself, as i know it's gonna be a VERY HUGE drastic change in my life
another transition again!
well, i still force myself to concentrate on my studies!
=( i did it. until i read this chicken soup!

some quotes i gonna share
Happiness is a perfume u cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on urself. George Bernard Shaw

When it gets dark enough you can see the stars Lee Salk

Be generous with ur joy! give away what you most want. Be generous with ur insights and delights. Instead of fearing that they're going to slip away and holding on them, SHARE them.. Pema Chodron

to my best friends, appreciate the time left.
dont leave any regrets after high school life
and i gonna admit that i have had a conclusion on my friends list!
this is not what i wanted, but the fact will never be polite to me =)
please.. we gonna treasure every moment with everyone,EVERYBODY will be equally important to US
time will never falls backwards for us.

Happy birthday To HuiShi

2009-09-19T00:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST HUI SHI!

thanks for being there for me , always
thanks for being a guidance on my studies and also my feelings' counsellor

have a safe trip to DUBAI,enjoy ur time over there!!

sorry for not attending ur birthday party!
hope u dont mind =)
wish u all the best in the future,
i will never forget the days u helped me!!!
good lucks for everything!!!

Orphan Day!

2009-09-11T22:06:00.004+08:00

night scene! my studious look=x and my cute lamp =) and balcony romantic view
mine and daniel's drawings

my dream watches! french connection

long time never been to leisure mall =x

exam has come to an end.
these days, i am seriously exhausted =(
even i wanna wake up early in the morning
my body is totally not allowed.
let's just look at the pics to know more about me!

thanks esther and hui shi! had a great day

Yiruma

2009-09-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

YIRUMA- my favourite pianist!

his musics never failed to calm my mind,
let me think positively,
accompany me through my stressful revision period
i have 8 albums of his!

HIGHLY recommended TO those who are about to lose his/her sanity due to stress loads XD
his musics can make u imagine how wonderful things and happenings could be
be positive everyone!

Spot!

2009-09-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

New Fairlady XD
one day when i was seriously tired of studying, i decided to cycle around my house.
i was trying to see if any houses have sport cars around here!
then i saw this!!
later i asked my neighbour how much this thing cost!
he says it's cheap. i was like as in how?
200k! i was like O.O better that what i'd expected before.
well.. it's cool ^^

but i still prefer Mercedes Benz!
dont say i am old fashion...

Say no to NS

2009-09-05T00:48:00.010+08:00

SuperHuman is back again!
with lots of photos this time =)

thanks to this trial, credits!
everything of me changed.
look at my study table, how messy it is! spot the bottles there,
not because i drink a lot. it's the fact that i always sleep ,study and eat!
after eating, bring one bottle up, after reading, sleep.
wake up to eat, everything goes round and round..=x
see how nerdy i am nowadays!

the draft papers are all over my desk, fulled with notes.
2.30am i sleep almost everynight!
my face is also gonna rot very very soon.
but this trial, honestly it doesnt look like a trial
tips are given, i mean exact questions! =leak!!

english part is funny
everyone started spreading as usual, my inbox will start filling with tips every afternoon
then i was telling my mum, i am not gonna study english tonight because there's nothing to study
except the poems and short stories
then i started receiving essay titles for continous writing.
ANOTHER ONE ! directed writing
godness points are given! how good ah if i can post the tips here to show u all!
TATATATA! the exam questions were changed on that day!

i was like OH MY GOD when i first saw the question paper.
fine, i still write as usual. DISCIPLINE for this time, though i know i am not
my eyebags are starting to get bigger. i am gonna rest more during weekends for next week's papers! tough one coming up!!!

i was a little disturbed by some thoughts these days.
first time in life i feel that stressful!
feel nausea last night, but i drink fruit juice everynight!

this three weeks is also an examination on my another hand!
plse.. prove to me that the outcome will be something i want!!

to everyone of u! goodlucks for ur trial!

and i am clarifying here that i am not super monster,neither super pig!(KNOW who U ARE)
I AM.. er emmm.. look at the first phrase for this post..
GOODNIGHTS!~

NOKP : 920314145491

NAMA : YEOH AUN YEE

TAHNIAH! SELAMAT MAJU JAYA
my PLKN status =((
i will not make this happen!

2009-08-30T00:21:00.002+08:00

thanks DADDY
u are someone who rescued me from the torture chamber! =)
i was acting abnormal during dinner
the side effects of too much studying!
i even told my mum, mummy: quarrel with me!
then my little brother is silly enough to sing the leehom song
Heart Beat, i forgot the part
but it's something, i am not to free to quarrel with u!
check it out if u want to!

okay...!daddy promised to bring us to KLANG tomorrow for seafood dinner
aww.. thanks daddy! u saved my life =)

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I appreciate what i was given

2009-08-27T22:35:00.004+08:00

i realised my biological clock is already set lately. =(
i will eventually wake up from bed at 9 sharp eventually
habit. today when i woke up, i was still thinking of what has had happened.
but i immediately tuned my mind into a positive way!
told myself that everything has passed

i ransacked my wardrobe to search for a nice T,
as i know attire can make me feel better.
thanks to U! spot at my T! a present from u!
my first ever TOP MAN shirt.
i am happy now that everything is solved
i realised that we shouldnt have misunderstood.
we still stay the same, but no matter what we promised to be good with each other from now onwards!
arghhh! i realise my stress level has gone up!
my pimples are popping up!=/=

just now, i made a carrot milk with my bro!
never expected it's not bad, just too much of milk.
i am a person who has lactose-detolerence,
so i can hardly stand large quantity of milk.

i am gonna finish up my studies for this coming trial!
say goodbye to my NS!
i will make sure u dont stand any chance to appear in my life =)

tomorrow's gonna be a free day. WITHOUT tuitions!

Grown up a little more =)

2009-08-26T23:33:00.002+08:00

some updates of myself today
went to school in the morning for the extra malay extra class
i was a little sleepy because i woke up kinda early this morning
thanks to MR.CHUA or else i wont be to turn up in school.

have had some conflicts with my best friend =(
drove me kinda crazy today!
i was just siding one of them, but he rejected my thoughts
but still i feel happy blogging now,
after settling with him,
knowing that he actually cares about me!

and to the person concerned, u know who u are
please dont joke around with things like this!
it's never funny or ridiculous!
u started off all this! but i still accept ur apologisation =)
u have been always nice to me, helping me out always

after the class, i feel so tensed up
went for haircut a lot!
couldnt stand the long hair anymore,
cutted kinda alot =(
but feel a bit lonely at that time, and i weeped in old town T.T
embarrasing INDEED!

but i figured everything out later!
thanks to another u!
u helped me to solve the problem too
sorry for neglecting u.
sorry for not rescuing at that first place
i will never let this happen again.
u can rest and be happy now la~!

a bad day to me, i will remember this date 26/8
but it ended up so nicely
tuned back my soul into normal,
i know u all are always kind, always there
i will never neglect any single one of u
i will keep my promises and i hope u all WOULD too!

muacks to my friends :*

Dad's 51

2009-08-26T22:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY

i was supposed to type this yesterday, but i just dont have time to online.
oh well~ it was my dad's birthday yesterday.
i was gladful that he is here with us this day
he is usually outstation and busy working

my silly brother was keep making a fuss
asking my mum to buy a cake,
and u know cake means SECRET RECIPE to me
whoa~! my mum bought one la..
i am not sure what flavour is it
but i know there is cheese and chocolate inside

was very happy to celebrate with dad
i wish he can be healthy always,
supported by us always =)
hehe~! daddy should be happy to have such handsome children =p

sweet memories to be keep rewinding in my mind!
i love U

Define Flame

2009-08-24T17:22:00.004+08:00

my watering eyes sleepy look!
and i was given a chance to do the magnesium test alone, teacher wanted to insert TWO magnesium strips at once, but i said NO!
she helped me at last, since the first one is a bit failed!
good-try!

Pn. Chin doing the experiment on Magnesium and CO2,
here's some info to share, normally metals will be distinguised in CO2,
but magnesium has a special characteristic which can continue burning to be magnesium oxide
and carbon. spot out the black thingy around the glass chamber. it's carbon.

this is the left over residue of the fireworks. looks exactly like what we play ya?
this colour is nice~!

i am seriously having INSOMNIA again
i dont know what is wrong with me,
but everytime during holidays,
maybe i am a little too free or what, i just suffer from this
perhaps the exam stress kills too, and i gonna wake up early today! =(
godness. i lied on my bed for the whole night, turning here and there,
couldnt get into my dreams. i even switched my bed position which doesnt serve any purpose at all!
what a bad night for me!

felt so sleepy today in chemistry class, due to lacking of rest
and i rarely can concentrate to what teacher's teaching
that makes my group to fail a little in the first practical,
was very excited at first about the experiment,
but surrendered at last.no kidding
it was the first time we suffered to get the appropriate result
we were doing the conversion from fe2+ to fe3+,and reagent test for vice versa
but this stupid copper just couldnt convert!
maybe we are using fresh solution, which means we dilute the solutes
hence, nothing appeared!

and teacher said we never read practical book. whatever~!
well after this beautiful and torturing CHEM
i had add math tuition next. got my lunch up there with friends and went straight to KS's house
hohoho! here is some unforgettable incidents, sorry to u ya ^^
my brain was totally stucked at last, i couldnt even answer the questions already
i was reading the same sentence again and again!
and i gave up, i did chemistry instead. =)
then after a rest, i feel so much better!
pray hard always to be blessed :*

2 more tuitions to go! gambateh ivan!

this is a very nice video clip, watch out!

Make a Change for this!

2009-08-23T18:24:00.003+08:00

Tahniah dan Selamat Maju Jaya!

NOKP : 920314145491

NAMA : YEOH AUN YEE

my PLKN status =((

Role Models

2009-08-23T00:07:00.002+08:00

what a blissful day
something inspired me a lot today, michael wong (光良）
i think everyone of u know him right??
not because i sang his songs for the singing competition so i watched that programme ya XD
i am a fans of that programme actually 鲁豫有约

if i am not mistaken, i think i did post something about it last week today, it was with JET LI
well. back to my topic, about this michael.
never knew someone could be so talented in both singing, composing and piano,
at this young age

remember when his first album, 童年 is out?
everyone was so crazy over his voices
even i wasnt that familiar to him, i feel bored to that song because it's showing everywhere
well, after i watch this interview,
only i knew he has some common personality with me.
but he is EXTREMELY TIMID
WHICH I AM NOT AT ALL

he doesnt dare to answer the phone calls when he was young
he wasnt dare to buy snacks, GODNESS!

well i am using COMMON, this word because
he is also someone who will not disguise the feelings
when i am happy, i laugh
when i am sad, i cry
when i am tense up, i yell
when i am frustrated, i shout
when i am moody, i keep quiet
when i am stress out, LEAVE IT BLANK first. will get to know it soon XD

and i am trying to find out the solution of the magics he used to cheat!
impossible =( i remembered when i was back at singapore's science centre,
i managed to use that magic to trick on some friends
but his one is like TOO perfect
well~ magic is only about science and illusions

oh ya! before i forget, download this song
烟火 by GUANG LIANG
woots! it's really nice =)
and he is someone who is realistic like me,
that's why i am always blocked by the FORSEE outcome

today's weather is so so cooling, but it makes me sleepy =（

time to continue with my bio now!
see ya everybody! ciaos... happy weekends

Farewell to PRS, i mean ME

2009-08-22T17:53:00.007+08:00

the booklet for this year! thanks to the AJK! and my gift, thanks PING NING

Our PICTURES with this TOY poddle (the dog seems to like female only!) must be a MALE dog
wahaha.. cant see it's pretty face la

as i promised, i will update more often
yesterday was the farewell party for all the fifth-formers PRS
i was waiting for this day very very long.
this is the only club which i find it nice and fun among the rests. (sorry to admit that. *no offence*)
doesnt mean others are not good alright

well. if u all noticed, it's the first day of the year i seriously dolled up myself
hehe. dont know why, just want to look good after all
and i know it'll be only held once
was struggling very hard to get a present for my juniors for the whole noon
got it in the last minute with daniel at giant!
haha. i think i am kinda stingy at times

it was fulled with surprise at first, but this junior
actually called me before this and told me about the settings for it
i was like AWWWW.. there goes my surprises
well.. u all still did a very great job! congratulations
just the response was a little cold last night. i dont know why
but i heard there were only 2 of the form 3&4 turned UP

well we still have a great time =）
met lots of seniors like huinuan, munyee, junkang, seowteng, yoongkiang, weihau.(apologise beforehand if i missed out anyone of u)
i lost the bet with CHIN ENG
i thoght it will not rain =（
but 人算不如天算
god! it rained SO HEAVILY
but i still feel good there because the BBQ stove is too hot.

well. i didnt wanted to wet myself.
as the A(H1N1) flu is so pandemis these days
thanks to this stupid fellar and felli la~know who u are la huh
splash water using the pipe! well. i think i still won the fight

anyway, we played a game yesterday with the seniors
but i find it boring cause we were keep winning. POOR KHAISHIEN =P
we went for mamak at last, because we were a little hungry
u know it was such a disgrace to be in a WHOLE mature crowd
our acts are really way TOO childish la
sorry to admit that.
well... imigining we were the ones who keep teasing here and there
ended water splashing and everything. god!

after that, we went to the pet shop beside.
godness, i am attracted to the TOY PODDLE
the only dog i like!
esther thoo, sneak out at the pics! u will be envy! HAHAHA
took a few pictures with this doggie.

but the doggie seems to get bored with us too
it's so so adorable, imagine a god who dont bite and only licks!
awww.. and it cost 800 bucks.

well.. not to think far, i dont think i am so so passionate anymore
when i really get IT

went back to school, to wait for transport back
chatted with a junior while waiting.
she kinda reminds me of what i said all these while,
felt touch that someone is actually so caring even we dont meet in 365
thanks =)
and the same thing, i study BIO at night!
got lots of motivation after playing. hehe!

that's all =) i enjoyed my whole day.

updates

2009-08-20T23:06:00.002+08:00

*special thanks to angeline and tako* for rescuing my blog =) appreciate it
all my recent looks. i am still the same!

well. i know i have been abandoned my bloggie for a long time
here i am again
whoa! while reading back my old posts.
i realised that indeed i changed a lot
perhaps my life has changed

recently, i have been complaining on missing friends
dunno what strucked me kinda hard lately,
or i am TOO stressed out, i just dont have any faith in any friendships
this feeling is awful and i seriously hate it
i dont feel this before this, really
this is the first time, and i hope it will be only the last time
until i received those sweet messages from my friends,
i knew they actually care a lot about me
thanks Darlings ^^
hahahaXD yesterday i went to school just to meet all of them.
i have been staying at home for about 3 weeks, to study la!

well. today's chinese was still a piece of shit
never expected such tough question will appear
i cant believe at all that my eyes are looking at those unsolved questions
though essays MIGHT help me
but still an A is far far away, goodbye to u!

as i promised myself, i will get a mechanical pencil for myself as a reward
if my study plans successed
yes! i did it
muahahaaaa... i know i am somehow greedy la
but it just gives me a sense of feelings to strike harder, why not ya?

i will not border the chinese today, will work hard on the other subjects
i CAN do it!

tomorrow will be a BBQ farewell party for PRS
hope to see all of u!

will update more often later. see ya

2009-08-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

feel very stressful to study these days.
trial is next week.
i wish to vomit all my thoughts out
i wish to really enjoy my life playing =)

my thoughts

2009-08-08T15:29:00.001+08:00

i just watched a programme on jet li.
it interviews about his life and the roadway of his success
suddenly i thought of my life after high school.
halfway, this girl called me and told me her date was in a mess
i was thinking if she made a right choice to go out with him now
oh well. u should think pretty carefully before making any decisions

one thing jet li said is correct.
everyone own a price.
it's like a goods, they have a price
u urself, will determine how good u are.

everyone seems to be so realistic nowadays.
just because u are successful, u will be looked high high up
just because u are a failure, u will be treated worse than a shit

after looking at this scenario, i feel a little confused, let the confusion stops la
i am gonna be the same =)
thanks to those who said i am kind lately,
indeed SUPER KIND.

well. i will change when it's time

2009-08-06T19:23:00.002+08:00

happenings drove me more mature these days
sometimes, i am confused
if i am innocent or i am guilty.
not because i do not have the ability to think,
my thoughts are often disturbed..
i am lacking confident when i am being pulled down

teacher told me to do something with the post today
i was really wondering if we should change it
since we have decided.
accept what u have and appreaciate what is given to u=)
do not fight for something which do not belongs to u!
when u fight for something
make sure it's worth it and it benefits u!

tomorrow is the majlis persaraan and perlantikan for the prefects
in this day, i guess everyone are quite reluctant to give up everything now.
eric, looking at how ur juniors grow and how this board change into a better board,
be happy! it's time for u to give urself a break. really

hmm i am thinking if my best friends will remain to be my best friends this day
again, forever this word proves to me that nothing is immortal.
what belongs to u today, might not be urs anymore in the next second.
i am still gladful that some best friends remained to be the same!
u know who u are, and i appreciate what u did!
at least i still have faith in our friendship =)

hey everyone. i think i am skipping school tomorrow
i am gona study for my lovely TRIAL. ssobering....

2009-07-23T17:09:00.003+08:00

after so many days of capturing photos
i have finally came out to a conclusion
this job is TOUGH and Challenging
no offence, i really dislike the process of redoing the same things
again and again
cooperate is something really crucial in our task
some might think our class is very cooperative,
yeah! i am agree with that
but if everyonce can just appreciate more rather than being too picky,
it would save our lives!

for those who have had put in efforts in it,
i think we should really thank them
no matter how much they have put it,
it stills have an outcome.=)
for those who have had being moody through this process,
think at the positive side,
this is a happy memory. so smile to the end.=)

these days, i really have a thought in my mind
i love my class atmosphere
somehow, i just couldnt miss a bit of the happenings in my class
i even wonder why we can be so Lovely sometimes
i got very touched even in the singing competition
though i know it is a normal act, but at least my hard works
were paid off and being recogniced

i need some rest for my throat and my mind
some of my friends are sicked lately
drink more water, get more fruits and rest. dont be stress out
everyone will be in the pink soon

Time to practise my duet, 1/8 is near.=)
see u guys

*sorry if i accidentally scolded anyone these days.
i dont mean it.=)

BIG DAY

2009-07-18T21:59:00.001+08:00

GOOD LUCKS

2009-07-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is THE day

a bad day

2009-07-10T22:10:00.003+08:00

a terrible day-

zhaowei and daniel wanted to go to leisure mall to help zhao wei to get the card's materials
for zhao wei to make a card for his GF..
we decided to walk there so that we can save money =)
while walking across the pedestrian bridge everything was fine.
i have walked passed there so many times,
and nothing would happened
*though* the steps are kinda small for me to place my every step.

we went to popular to get the materials and everything
then we headed to the watch shop. WINDOW SHOPPING
i was a little bored, that few hours snatched MY BEAUTY SLEEP
>.< fight =".="" style="font-weight: bold;">zhao wei and daniel was infront
and i was behind ma..
so they managed to escaped and
so.. HOHOHO
that malay guy came after me.
i was very scared T.T
i mean i dont have the guts to fight and argue with person like this
moreover i dont know if he has knifes or what
then i was trying to escape.
but everything was too late

he ran and punched my head
at that moment, i can feel like the force is vibrating my brain
i was very very afraid
THANK GOD. although i was already crying :(
i still managed to run away
i was having a big phobia
i thought they will continue following us

my tears flowed non stop man!
it was very very painful
and that part started to swallow already.
we quickly ran back school.
my eyes were also swallow.
and when i shut my eyes, i thought of that malay guy appearance
so. at last, i managed to go home

i couldnt sleep well. cause i cant sleep at at left side
i couldnt eat, shout or even get angry
cause it will make that part pain!
why is this gang of malays like this!
tomorrow i am going for check up and make a police report
to ensure my brain is not hurt, PRAY HARD
ENSURE NO MORE VICTIMS

what a bad day!
and i placed my art piece in the pondok
when i came back, some one tore into pieces and throw into the drain!
i never even wrote my name, so that person will never know it belongs to me
and my beg was there and Saved
that malay guy.. u won the game la
now i feel dizzy and everything

i hope there's no internal bleeding
be careful ya EVERYONE try to avoid walking alone there
and my advise is TAKE TAXI NEXT TIME!

i will never stopped by there!

my art.my body. my head. my soul are all collapsed
may god bless me~

wanted to say this for a long time!

ahh!!!! i got plkn

got draw lots today for the singing competition
a week from now~ pray hard. hope i can enter final
esther! jiayou..
美好的开始是成功的一半
remember that ^^

let some nice memories photos make myself happy
i am very sad now
really! the sad came from the inner heart
wish me lucks!!!

goodnight everybody.. muaxks

short

2009-06-27T10:33:00.001+08:00

sorry for neglecting my blog for so long
i've been so busy with my life
it's so hectic until i couldnt really breathe

thanks to esther thoo.
this current duets is a way for me to release stress ^^
it's gonna be our last memory

wulalal.. finished my art big piece

i felt happy that we could laugh for so long lallaaa...
no need to study on that day again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-06-06T23:19:00.002+08:00

this lovely girl~
the one wearing GREEN
although she just shifted to my school a year ago
let me find some memories which can describe her with clarity

well everyone said she looks like linda chung
and girl's edition of wu chun
she sat beside me last year
being her true best friend,
i always feel the warmness and carings from her

she has an angel look and also an angel heart
Happy Birthday~!
i wish this year u can enjoy being in this year and have lots of joy
for the coming days, i wish i could always keep in touch with u

woo! cant wait for the outing on monday
gonna be a fake boy again
filming movie: ivan the fake goodboy

thank u for being there for me when i feel down
a thank you and a hug are just not enough to show my appreciation!

goodnights~

2009-06-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEAK HUI

PRINCESS DIANA

The Door Of Dreams

2009-06-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fv8gcW0k2ac

watch this clip and support it please^^

my heart

2009-06-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

i dont know if i am always very Naive or what
i tend to believe at that wrong time
@@ i end up getting very frustrating and disappointing
it's definitely not my fault,
my trust is easily gained and easily broken

thanks to those who have had hurt me
no matter directly or indirectly
this is how i am now, i am getting stronger
i dont wish u all to feel sorry what
i just wish u all to really understand and dont do that again
i wont get angry seriously
but that doesnt mean i will not mind

please.. i really take everyone as someone i care
i really wish u all can take me as someone VISIBLE
dont get piss to ur true friends,
because they will never make u piss
this is what my mouth tag, which bring me along my life

chan yew chung

2009-06-03T00:30:00.003+08:00

i was pretty happy yesteday.
i wanted to blog right after it but i was too tired, and some chat boxs have been hunting me
thanks yewchung~! we still proved it
WE MADE IT RIGHT?
well let me describe how things go
stupid biological clock who Buzzed me from dreams at 8 in the morning
i was lagging around, since mummie and daddie were not around
i did some house chores la XD
wash the cups and prepared breakfast for my darling brother
*he overslept again* missed tuition

then i was having a hard time to decide what to wear.
i was searching for something that can make me look good
and six sense told me that birthday guy is gonna wear something formal.
BINGO la~ he wore.
i saw time is approaching so i went to bath
then i called taxi to reserve 10.40 to tasik selatan lrt la
stupid fellar came at 10.30 i was like er..=.=
costed me rm11 fare man, 5 bucks extra to order
@@ fine. besties birthday ma. dont wanna be late
somemore only me and him..

when i reach there, i was wondering why is this guy not replying since morning ah
over slept???OH NO! bingo lor
it's 11 ma.. so i called his house phone
the maid said he is still sleeping -.=
but still i am happy right that moment,
i actually used the time to plan for some stuff
yewchung ah.. i wasnt angry at all
we were not rushing for anything so no REGRETS

after he reached, he wanted to belanja me ktm tickets
stupid la u, got name let u call super humain de la
i bought it earlier XD
oh yea.. i wanted to play hide and seek with him.
wanted to get those used-up reload coupons to make his way to the ktm for star..
i know it's lame XD

well. we had tony roma yesterday
first time in life i couldnt finish my food
let me critic, the food there is sumptous
delicious, big serving and cheap
only 20 plus cause it's a set lunch
my god. u just imagine
one 1/4 bbq chicken-thick meat somemore
one potato soup,soup of the day with biscuits, baby biscuits XD
one bread, with smelly cheese, yucks, the only thing i hate
french fries
coastlaw... i love it

first time i stepped in la.. somemore got dining cloth to put on my laps
and the atmosphere was awesome. imagine i am sitting on high chairs
T.T i am regretting now, we never took much photos
stupid la=.= keep talking so never got to snap photos
then we went to buy tickets. terminator salvation
godness. too long queue, even called peakhui for help
to reserve online @@
and we saw a malay gay partner
godness...!!!! i was so freak up until i told yewchung why not we dont watch la
they were holding each other waist and i was like =.= what the hell is this

then we still got it and stepped into top man next
that yewchung la.. insist want me to buy that tops
saying her sister's boyfriend looks very good on it
fine fine. i am still happy, first time have top man clothes
this birthday boy also got his annual dinner shirt la
and we saw MIAO!~ haha.. he was choosing shirts there too
then when we paid. godness. this made us angry
200 and above in a single receipt can be member
we have got 198! lack of 2 bucks but she printed the receipt out

=.=
and we got diana's present
a tube dress
two fussy pots were hunting it high and low
this old fashion , too sexy
=.=
too flowerly=.=
until we got it at last, hope she likes it

haha... well the movie is nice XD
though i cant understand part of it
well. we are very happy really
i even got honour from him, WORLD BEST FRIEND
wuhooo.. yewchung, all the best ya
wish all ur dreams come true...

though it's only 2 person, we still enjoyed
with no barriers, we shopped we yelled we laughed
he is a great great friend!! happy belated birthday XD

and we sat KLIA transit back with MIAOS~
now u know how klia express can be so nice

ciaos!!!!! i will remember the day of 1/6/2009

2009-06-01T00:24:00.001+08:00

CHIN ENG- ENJOY UR MYC

2009-06-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

DANIEL- cheer up =)

i couldnt help much, but i will always wish u all the BEST

tomorrow will be a new day, get well soon ya!

1.6.2009

2009-06-01T00:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEWCHUNG!!!!

2009-05-29T22:51:00.002+08:00

The happiness that brought me along today basically came from every single friends
i thought of going back home after school to have a STOP on my school weeks
kinda suffocated to live with this tiring life
i get tired very easily these days, easier than before
but i still agreed to join them for a karaoke at neway today
which everything was so so SUDDENLY

couldnt imagine that this neway is crowded and boomed with us today
we were screaming, yelling and singing
i put down my pride, raised my voice and SPIL MY voice into the mic
i feel very happy indeed although i sang for hours
from 2-6 pm. imagine how's my voice could be now?
sexy =.=

i feel so happy that i managed to accompany my friends today
i feel so happy that my production is being recognized
i feel so happy that i can sleep more for 2 weeks

2009-05-28T22:47:00.002+08:00

与你的交谈
我真的觉得很舒服
你，永远都给我充满的鼓励
你，永远都明白鼓励对我代表一切
我常缺乏自行,使我无法继续下去
但是如今的我已逐渐成长

与你合作我感到非常开心
真的那种喜悦
毫无压力
非常舒服，仿佛买项目标前进

你不需说对不起
我们都没生气
你别太傻，错的人不是你
你错在纵容他
不让他有机会执行它的任务

虽然以后的日子会有些难过
但但但。。。他明白了真相
真的！

我真的很累！
我问你：不觉得每天学校，在家面对都是这些，不累吗？
你答：非常
我劝你：名誉的代价

但但。。要休息！真的

让明天有个快乐得结局！

加油哦！表演的朋友们 =)

No trust

2009-05-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

things got pretty upset today.
i couldnt have trust in anyone of you
i know some of my friends dont deserve this,
but i have no more confident to treat people well
rumours spread from ears to ear
today, i need comforts and a "dustbin" to spill out all my trash

i wish my eyes can send across the messages how i feel
exam has over, i am pretty fatigue
i got back my add math~! for the first time in life,
i managed to complete two papers. although there are still number of careless mistakes,
but i think i learn something from it

i couldnt talk to u,
isnt because i dont want
when i see u, i nearly think about ur flaws
give me some time, i really need that
i appreciate how well u treat me
how high u expect me to be
but, do u know my feelings?
friends tend to see how much u achieve
but not how much u have worked hard
give me some time, i will prove to u that i can still accept you

to another you,
i dont know what is in ur mind right now
but chances are not used to exploit
if this is gonna happen again
WATCH OUT
i will not be there for you again

i was wondering if i am not good enough
i am as what u thought,
but i find out that u dont know me well

sorry to myself
i really have no trust in anybody anymore
i will judge everyone all over again

friday is teachers day~! wuhoo
but all i

2009-05-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

something striked me pretty hard today
what's wrong with u?
something stucked in ur head?
WHY DO U WANT TO JOKE THIS ME?
do u know how hurt is the feeling?
maybe u can think it's a joke~
but not me~!!!
care for ur friends, care for ur image
u are nothing than just a piece of shit to me

sorry to u
i know i couldnt be there for u today again
dont count on me
i am not as good and perfect as what u expected
best of lucks

regardless what u want to say
i dont give a damn!
i am neither live for u or anyone
if u appreciate, well take it
or not, please GET LOST FROM MY LIFE

do not condamn anything about me
with no reason
LEARN A ENGLISH WORD BUSTARD
A-C-C-U-S-E-D

thanks to those who support me
and THOSE who CRITICISED ME

goodnights

and i am happy that exam is over
i composed a new david's you can version~!

2009-05-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM SCHOOL- AFTER TWO WEEKS OF EXAM
SNAP 2- BEFORE I WENT FOR A DINNER

hey everybody, i have been away from my diary for weeks
basically wasnt in the mood to update myself
nothing for me to feel surprised or to share
here i am =) while waiting for some downloads

basically this exam drives me a little crazy
from the day 1, i am sick until today
i am not recovered. thanks to the exam fever
i feel very relief that it's gonna be my last subject for the week
PHYSICS
sivik and pjk
hey~!! i am talking to both of u, do let me think that exam is fun
i am not gonna read ON u

it's holidays next week onwards.
mummie and daddie wont be around this weekend until tuesday
it'll be me and my bro's LONELY world

i am gonna spend that few days hibernating,
hoping to get a healthy body

it's late, i am off to bed. will update a long one soon

good nights

REMINDER
8 MORE DAYS TO YEWCHUNG'S BIRTHDAY
13 MORE DAYS TO PEAKHUI'S BIRTHDAY

EARLY WISHES LOVE YA~!

2009-05-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

30/4 esther is back =D

ESTHER TOOK THIS PICTURE FOR ME

DONT EVER SNATCH MY LIFE AWAY FROM BEING EMOTIONAL =D

Let the pictures SPEAK

2009-05-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

weeks before, i had a internal bleeding in my left eye.
T.T here i went to pantai hospital for a checkup
i got it at my right eye now @@ suffering

i saw this an evening =D

I AM CYCLING

GATHERING WITH ESTHER

2009-05-16T22:12:00.002+08:00

a week of exam has finally over
what a relief.
nothing much of exam fever this time.
in fact, i am enjoying myself with the papers
*Credits* thanks to Jiajiun
i was a little panic when tomorrow is add math,
it's gonna be my funeral
now i know how supports mean to me when i am about to let go everything
even a smile could make me keep striking, keep working on!

these days, sickness and symptoms brought my life down and down
sometimes i even wonder if i did too many sins before
god bless me, i wish i can recover soon=D

good luck to everyone~! score well ya!!

2009-05-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

the day I met my primary school friends MISS YA

I LOVE THIS PICT A LOT~!
JIA YOU 5S1~!!!
i treasure this a lot~

rejected one...

approved! first designed t shirt for editorial board

LOST

2009-04-24T23:52:00.002+08:00

i just dont get a reason why i am present in school for these two days
teachers are not even entering class
some of my friends are involved in the rehearsal of hari anugerah cemerlang
since exam is PARTIALLY over, i decided to celebrate and have something good with daniel

well. everything was just amazing, really.
i got the highlighter, I USED TO before it happened
i got the soft eraser, I USED TO before it happened
i got RM70............. I USED TO before it happened

on the way back, i was pretty unhappy with my eye,
internal bleeding again due to some problems
*hard to explain here*
probably because of contacts too

i was not paying attention with the taxi,
normally i would double check when i get off from the cab
this time i never even bothered after paying the fare
when i stepped into my house, i was like so happyy
wuhoo~ i had a great day
i just have a habit, i would insert all the coins into my piggy bank,
so that it wont turn my table into a mess

then i realised that my wallet is missing
goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I WAS terrified.
quickly immediately i called daniel
then we went out to search,
but on that spot, i have a feeling that it will be lost

then i realised again i lost the stationeries i bought
godness. on that moment, i feel like dying really

all my memories are all gone
godness. the purse, i have been saving for my lens tool for weeks and months
i guess all my friends knew how suffer it is
and before i could get it, AGAIN it lost
i couldnt even sleep in the afternoon.
once i shut my eyes, here comes all the purse itenaries

but i still had a great day

THANKS TO MY BEST FRIEND- DANIEL TAN =)
although it's missing, i am still alive
he helped me a lot, the process of finding and keeping me motivated

MISS DIANA TEO
i dont know if i should thank u or what
i can still remember yesterday u were keep mourning why i am not using ur purse
see~! the next day i got it man

esther tan~
before he commits suicide, u better dont hurt him too deep
THANKS

khaishien, be strong u will be a great great guy

yewchung, thanks a lot. u always appear at the right time

tomorrow i am gonna prepare for my bio and physics, ciao~!

EH HELLO~! IF U OR WHOEVER EVER SEE MY WALLET
PLEASE RETURN IT TO ME~! THANKSSSSSS
I WOULD SINCERELY APPREACIATE

2009-04-18T18:39:00.000+08:00

IT LOOKS REAL. BUT SPOT THESE MISTAKES

no grass grown at all
peakhui is doing nothing
the maid is just right behind us

I JUST WASTED HER TIME TO WAIT FOR ME

lol

photos time

2009-04-18T18:31:00.000+08:00

a day with chin eng on 12/4, chin eng's birthday

haha~ the gang

post mottom for photography session, WENDY LOOKS FIERCE

MBSSKL COMBINED BOARD DAY

the RUSH HOUR

2009-04-18T18:15:00.002+08:00

despite it's exam or even a test
it would probably turn my time table into chaos after sometime
sorry for my emotional and too fast action
i somehow dont know what happened to me at that moment

felt really happy that i get to see most of my primary school friends.
it has been a long time since i really talked to them
haha.. most of them changed pretty much
i thought of u guys for the whole night

remember how we get along,
our soars, our joys
who says primary school friends cannot last long?
who says we will not have topics if we ever meet again?

I PROVED IT RIGHT

even if we never talked for years,
we will still be best friends

making a thought which would change ur life totally,
into a situation which u suffer more,
ask ur self, why do u do it?

if u ever think we would sympathise u by the way u think,
sorry good bye and tata, i would say
must well u do it for the rest of ur life~!

i am not pissed or even angry,
but u need some mature-ness in ur thoughts
so that u will never say even a sorry or pardon me
when u start regretting.

*perhaps some desperate changed u

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-04-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIN~!

I AM COMING

2009-04-11T00:03:00.002+08:00

although u failed to come to my school
although u failed to bring connaughtian up,
i will still forgive you
because i understand that we support u deep in heart =D

damn sri kdu~!

wuhoo~! got my singlet today.
planning to wear tomorrow.
this reminds me about my scar, a deep deep scar at my arm
but i know what to do on it, just for temporary =P

TO ALL CONNAUGHTIANS
support 5s1 gold fish and cup corns

the golden-yellowish corn can make u healthier
enrich ur body with vitamins and nutrients
it's sold only at our class,
let's feel every single bit of corn
with low fat and low salt taste~!

first come first served
GOLD FISH GAMES
test on ur patient and accurate skills~!
only 3 ringgit and u may
bring the fish back home
decorate it with memories~!!!

support our carnival

kinda lost control when i saw the ticket
was composing a song for him
sorry yea my classmates
i will miss u all
PRS, all the best

24 hours more to chin eng's birthday~!

luckily i saved her from being moody

D.I.C.E gathering is reaching very soon too

i miss u all~! muaxksssss

POST MOTTOM

2009-04-08T10:26:00.003+08:00

DONE~!

snap. shots. captured.

2009-04-05T22:39:00.002+08:00

snap. shots. captured.
every single expression
with different feeling in each of them

2 freestyles, 2 formal looks
as the photo turns yellow,
human changes more
and we might not recognise each other anymore

with the different mood this year,
been thru lots of arguements and arrangements
we finally made it~!
although it's tiring. but i still love it

i can still remember the first day of it,
i was terribly moody after it
the rain downpoured like cats and dogs
searching for a shelter
until my mum reached

5S1- i love u guys
u made it differently this year.
it will always be my memory lane.
something i would miss after sec school

tomorrow, THE LAST DAY of it
all form 5
all my buddies...

again everything has ended,
exam is approaching

get chin eng something special ^^
still wondering whether i should wear singlet to the showcase
wuhoo. i have another s500i fans
sorry to those i have scolded during photoshooting
study for exam

sorry

a new week with new hope
CHIN ENG'S WEEK

第一篇

2009-03-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

我在想，
如何明智的把事情解决
我不想伤害你，你，你，
幼小的心灵
纯真的一面

不是你
让我无法感动
而是我无法改变
你在我世界的一面
*u sent the song at the right time*

我害怕
我会给你负担
我想我想
逃避

我还是会爱我自己多一点

谢谢你

2009-03-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

Connaughtians crushes on david
Bring DAVID ARCHULETA To Our School

First runner up of American Idol Season 7 !
#1 Hit “Crush”

Log on to www.hitz.fm & send in as many entries as possible

The school with the highest entries will stand a chance to have him in our school !

Thank you for your sincere cooperation (:
EVERY ENTRY COUNTS

SMKTC TERUS CEMERLANG
Closing Date : 3rd of April
1. Log on to www.hitz.fm

2.Register your email.

3.Click on “Have An Archie-licious Day With David Archuleta” on the home page. [the guy with the red shirt]

4.Click on JOIN CONTEST.

5.Choose our school name and answer the 10 questions. The questions are repeated.

6.Submit the contest entry.

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8.Repeat step 4-7.

msn me if u need the answers =D

RANDOM

2009-03-20T23:48:00.001+08:00

The BEARS are wearing skating boots

PEAK HUI , tell me how could i eat the chocolate?

JIA JIUN ROCKS XD

I MISS THIS DAY , HEART DICE

Here comes my words

2009-03-15T20:23:00.001+08:00

i am very happy with my 17th birthday
although i just couldnt type all in words, i will try my best
this is gonna be my memories
on the 12th, it was a saturday, i received my first birthday present from u
thanks a lot~ it's very nice of u
i know how much i meant to u, and how much u want to celebrate with me.
i love ur card and ur bookmarks. i read every text deep into each lines
and i still remember how nervous u look =D
it is the day where spm result released, and i have a strong aim to work on harder
after settling everything, i went physics class straight

on the 13th, i planned to celebrate my birthday with dice and some close friends
perhaps, it's time for me to hang out with them
looking at the past, it has been months since i went out with dice.
i felt a little excited because it's the only day left
daniel is going back to ipoh, i am going out with the others on the 14th
in the morning, i received "BLESSINGS" from my friends
thanks to daniel. his friends thought my birthday is on the friday :p
chin eng was a lil nervous with her present,
but i still like it :) thanks to yewchung, i will always say YES TO MY LIFE:)
back into class, i hang out with my classmates.
we start discussing about our outings. it was a raining day i remember very clearly
jiajiun melvin kept singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
i was like OH MY GOD. u will be seeing me tomorrow la man.
at last, we concluded: we will be going to sunway piramid at 1.

had a lot of fun in class.
running around the whole class.
thanks to those FREAKS, chasing here and there to escape from their HUGS
haha~ u guys are so so so so NICE
got a little depress when i knew i will be having meeting after school.
it pops out suddenly, so i intended to skip it
or perhaps show myself for 5 minutes :p sorry suit yee~
but thanks god, IT WAS CALLED OFF weeee XD
after school went straight to meet daniel. owh yea *i gave him a eraser on that day* nah.. i am good okay!
he was trying to complete his essay and chin eng started fighting with him.
snatching his essay to read.. after completing, daniel went to meet his mum to get some cash

THANKS TO S.E, i got my phone back on that day XD
after meeting yewchung at the canteen, we went to leisure
sorry yea yewchung, u missed ERIC'S pizzaaaa..
went to leisure to collect my phone den. i remembered something here
i wanted a balloon, so i asked from him
but this balloon was somehow a disaster. these MONKEYS used it to fight.
at last, i embarrassed myself- give it back to the salesman
sorry. i know it's weird... i just lend it okay? :)
bought a ice cream before heading to mid valley
apple tasted nice:) along the road, we are discussing about our outings later

we went in and walked around. then we went staright to gsc.
i felt bored at the beginning, then we decided to watch 7pounds
since it's still early, we struggled to find a decent restaurant to settle our lunch
called mongyen to asked where the CHOCOLATE STEAMBOOT situated
chin eng wanted to eat CARL JN*if i am not mistaken*
went into aunty kwan's MY FAVOURITE NASI LEMAK shop
and went out because of the price. and headed into sushi king
*yish* embarrassing man~
ordered our dishes... aha~ yewchung is funny here.
he told chin that ER EMM.. ur *xxx* IS dark
watever~ i got stunned in the middle. i was like OH MY GODNESS~!!!!
i continued eating while listening to them. yewchung that freak ah somemore took out my birthday card
said there isnt any messages in it yet OMG!

chin eng felt so sorry all the way because she hasnt got me a present.
but i didnt really care much on that. a present is just a memory.
i can still accept without it~ after eating, we stunned with the total
RM76++
had a long and deep talk with chin eng.
she was so so caring and we understanded each other better~
:) at least i know what she is thinking inside now. i feel very very relief
my contacts started to get dry and irritates my eyes
but i just ignored and headed in to search for some watches
BUT TOO bad, there isnt any one i like

went up to GSC. time is near
got really pain with the stupid contacts. went into watson to get a saline.
the movie is boring to me
sorry will smith, it's too long winded i almost fall asleep in it
but daniel thinks it is nice.. :)
perhaps i was tired and not in the mood! it's so pathetic for me to watch such kind of movie
for my birthday outing. SORRY

okay.. the climax of the day started. on the way back.
the ktm is so so so CROWDED
we missed 3 turns before i could stuff into it
daniel's mum was already waiting us at tasik selatan.
we sat down and played arm wrestling. my godness
i have a super wrist~!
daniel tan... ur words were sarcastic ah.. and i really meant what i said.
i dont neglect everyone of u. CHIN ENG, u too listen up~
i treat DICE as my priority. u guys just need to notice me more really~!!!
*better change colour here so that u guys paid more attention :P*

yewchung went down at tasik permaisuri station
and when we bumped into the car. daniel mum told me that she has waited for an hour
OH MY GOD time to be guilty again T.T

daniel was nagged by his mum. i know u changed really~ all the best.. prove it to ur mum that u can do it
after settling everything down i ate SPAGHETTI on that night cooked by my mum
then i headed to bed... before 12, i was so excited~
i cant even concentrate with my stuff.
i started walking around and around. the moon that night was rather ROUND and SHINY
i love it~ at 11.45, ESTHER TAN AND ESTHER THOO
haha esther tan sang me a song thru sms.
i almost burst into tears. this two freaks ahh.. scared my phone will be flooded so sent me earlier
SIGH. haha~ i love the song~ it's copyrighted by me already

i called her to chat to wait for the day to come
she felt to lucky to be connected with me on that night XD
daniel and chin egg must have slept cause they were tired

and the day has come.
received greetings from
1. esther thoo and esther tan
2. peakhui
3. chan yew chung
4. chang mei yen
5. kung khai shien
6. chan yik hau *luckily i got him a present* embarrassed myself again on FRIDAY
7. alicia ching
8. lim soon yin
9. lim may teng
10.lim chin eng
11.daniel tan
12.beh pui hwung
13.tan mong yen
14.esther tan again
15.melvin lim
16. a call FROM 6 HEROINES
17.ng joe hui
18. a call from pua jia jiun
19.tan yean chu
20. yvonne ng
21. kho caryn
22. toh sim mun
23. leong tzi ying
24. toh li xing
25. eric moo
26. chen weng kit
27. goh hui shi
28. vico
29. yee sui yee
30. alvin yap
31. wong jun yi MMS- i should have received it MUCH EARLIER digi problem
32. low yee ee
33. gan pei si

MY BIRTHDAY OVERVIEW

2009-03-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

2009-03-15T00:42:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-03-14T00:41:00.000+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY SEVEENTEEN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

NOTES

2009-03-12T23:15:00.003+08:00

MY OFFICIAL SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY IS RIGHT AT THE CORNER
CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE WHO SCORE WELL IN SPM
I WISH I CAN HAVE A GREAT NIGHT SLEEP
TOMORROW WILL BE CELEBRATING WITH MY BEST EVER TRUE FRIENDS
MUGGING FOR SPM
PLAY HARD REST WELL DURING THIS HOLIDAYS

PRAY HARD ^^

FLU

2009-03-07T14:42:00.002+08:00

2 weeks with this stupid flu attacking my body
once again
THANKS TO THE WEATHER
i am having a hard time to recover
when i sneeze, i feel the walls are breaking. T.T

a week more to my birthday,
My birthday wish is to have a healthy body..
was having a hard time yesterday night
but i did not intend to scratch the car

i seriously think i need contacts at all time
especially at night, not having a great vision.
GOT back my computer, downloaded lots of songs

im enjoying my weekends

wow~ i got back all my test paper
shit! MY moral just ruined the whole test
i got a C for it... my godnessssssss
i need to mug up for it
i am someone with moral, so i must make sure the exam proves it too!

a week more to holidays
i am dreaming about it already

HOLIDAY IS FULLED OF INDULGENCE
i can have endless SLEEPING TIME

Happy Bithday :X

2009-03-01T22:09:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Esther
was wondering whether to type this on the 28 or 1 march.
well here i am...

throughtout the years
we thought of each other almost everyday
no matter how far we are apart,
we will still be connected
i remember the days we fight
the days we went tuition together
the times we struggle for PMR
u, made my life colourful
bringten up my everyday
u, shared lots of thoughts and stories,
made me feel someone important to u

WE, hope to work together, play together
LAUGH TOGETHER
even if it's leap year,
u will always have us right beside u.
WISH U ALL THE BEST THROUGHOUT THE YEAR
having u is a necessary
having u is a joy
having u is THE GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT OF MY LIFE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MY FRIENDS

2009-03-01T01:33:00.003+08:00

today i had a deep deep thought
till NOW 1.34 AM, 1/3

i feel so bad to neglect everyone of u
i am gonna say it out since this is my blog
i really dislike ppl judging me just the way how i do things
u all wouldnt know that i actually treat u guys as much as others do
somehow u just dont tell me what happen on u,
DONT expect i can read minds or have time to gossip with others just to know stuff about u
i still prefer U telling me
thats nothing more i can say
understandings ARE things between u and ME

u, are getting on my NERVES
please dont make up stories to tell me how bad u are.
I WILL NOT TRUST U ANYMORE
u know i hate liars
so please dont lie top me OR JUST GET OFF from my life
i wonder why humans are like that
they did everything just to get something
SOMETHING-INCLUDING HUMANS

i will not be URS, and i will NEVER be URS
the more u do, THE MORE I HATE!

the more u appear, the more I WANNA GET AWAY

5s1. i really appreaciate u guys
today u, mr. wong junyi i thought of u
i still remember deeply the night u counselled me on my self confident
u told me how great i am, but just without the confident
THANK YOU
mr. pua jiajiun
thanks for helping me all these while
i think it's time for me to know u more,
before it's too late:)
u, i just dont wanna mention ur name
thanks for being my NANNY ah!
u will always get all my work done

my friends are still my greatest achievement in life

it's always too many ppl to thank
i lost my confident AGAIN today
i feel how shallow a friendship could be
how fragile it could be
AS IF would break any moment
by the time i leave the school,
that will be the end of my SECONDNARY LIFE
and i am heading to ADULT HOOD

D.I.C.E
sorry and sorry and sorry
i really feel some barriers are in between now
for us to reunite to gather
LISTEN HERE:
i wish to have more time to spend with u all
i mean i seriously take U- everyone of u important

i even wished to be with u guys every moment
U, the sabah girl, for the first time in ur teen life celebrating birthday without us
BUT, i hope u can have our blessings all the time

i had a great day spending time with my familY
HAD A SPLENDID DINNER AT DRAGON-I
2 weeks from now, it will be my birthday
i wish it could be a BEST EVER SECONDNARY LIFE BIRTHDAY!

i am glad to have all of U
since it's best friends week,
I GONNA THANK
ESTHER- wish to be closer with u, know u more, be there for u more
I DONT WANNA U TO BE ALONE WHEN U HAVE TROUBLES
CHIN ENG- wish to have more time with u, support u always in life
WISH TO KNOW UR THINGS BY MY OWN, HELP YOU OUT
DANIEL- wish to chat with u more often, understand u better
WISH TO KNOW UR FEELINGS, SHARE THE THOUGHTS
wish to have more time with u guys. OUR MEMORIES. I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET
thanks to u guys. let's appreaciate the last year okay?

KHAISHIEN- wish u can be strong and tough, work along together
AARON- wish to share with you my thoughts, so i can see things wider
DIANA- wish to have recess time with u more often, INDIRECTLY showing that i have recess time :)
ESTHER2- thanks for helping me out sometimes, thanks for trusting me always
JUNYI- wish to know more knowledges from u
RYAN- wish to work along with u, know u more

names mentioned above are friends who i treasure the most in life

I LOVE U ALL

AN AWESOME WEEK

2009-02-28T11:57:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over,
but routines are back again
wonder to cut down some activities and tuitions
BECAUSE I AM NOW SICK OF THAT

weather is acting really awkward lately
could be raining in the morning and terribly hot right after
and i have sore throat and flu now

wanted to online during school days
but i nearly passed out by the time i am back by tuition

YESTERDAY
i was terrified because i havent printed the photos out for my ART PROJECT
THanks to JIAJIUN
he helped me to fit in those photos into 4R
using the photoshop
has some problems with the comp,
*cant detect usb, cannot burn into a CD, when i restarted it
BOOMM... the resolution turned into 3 bits
OH MY GOSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHH

was sad with the things,
but still i managed to print it,
THE PICTURES ARE SO BLUR UNEXPECTEDLY
this weekend, 7/3 i am going for a workshop AT HELP COLLEDGE
next weekend IS MY BIRTHDAY
but one of my best best friends is telling me that he couldnt make it
T.T
my last ever secondnary life birthday!

29/2 is ESTHER'S BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!

i gonna make sure i get well before monday

so REST TIME FOR MY WEEKENDS

take care everyone. :)

the weirdo, me~

2009-02-21T14:26:00.004+08:00

EYEVEN

i made a correct decision
to be present at school yesterday
i slept at 4 the day before.
i have so many thoughts that night.
i layed on my bed. thinking about the past
the months with my best friends

i just feel i am useless sometimes
i just cannot even give a hand when she needs me
i admitted and i realised
i should be there for her always.
i checked my save items in another phone
i saw i sent her this message once

we can be best friends today,
but we can be friends the year after
we can not talk to each other 2 years later.
how bad if i die tomorrow and u dont get to tell me how u feel?
how sad if it to want somebody u cant
I AM NOW TELLING THAT
somebody dies and alive
even if i am suddenly disappear,
i will still remember ur look forever

i met up the tshirt saler yesterday
haha~ silly me and khaishien..
first time handling this kind of person
BOOO to khaishien
he is really bad in communicating,
BUT HE HAS A KIND HEART
hahaaaa.. i am laughing right now
HE ASKED: are u the boss or the worker *what if i am not both* i am the CEO?
HE ASKED: when will ur factory is free without printing any clothes* it's the time when i am bankrup LOL
BUT I NOTICED I TALKED LOTS OF NONSENCE

yesterday night had a jogging with my best friend,
11 PM and we are pratising
i actually ran for 3 round. but with the speed of 20km/h
hahaaaa.. well i just wanna enjoy the atmosphere
i feel so happy to sit under the lamp post. i am like the SUNSHINE boy to the whole street
narcissism! well. i still enjoy.
we did a lot of identities ah. the theif, the stalker. :p

i still love cycling even thoughi fell down lots of times
we ended up at MCD yesterday night.
i was so embarrassed
i was wearing a short pant and a purple TSHIRT
the problem came from the pant and the appearance i had
imagine the look of u after exercising
watever~ i guess i dont know anyone there.

i feel so bad this morning
i woke up at 7 to wake my friend up
then i was too tired i slept back
then my mum forgot to pick him up
I CANT FORGIVE MYSELF DOING THAT
but again SORRY~ this will never ever happen again!

i dont intend to do that dehh...

overall, I AM HAVING A RELAXING TIME today

first time playing the organ FOR YEARS~

i am being illuminated

2009-02-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over

for the first time in life,

i feel relax to sit for it.

from the first day of it till the last day

i am like just sitting there

trying to do the best WEE XD

i wanna enjoy the process of it

for as i know it's not gonna happen for the whole year long

until the official SPM ends

i am kinda having a bad thought through my mind

i just have a feelings that there's a barrier

which always stop me from keeping forward

plseeee plsee plseeee

i wanna announce something

I KEPT THIS LONG IN MY HEART

i am not perfect!

i might be perfect to U,

but i am not perfect to myself

u can just see how i perform,

but u will never feel how i feel!

maybe... MAYBE

i am never interested on how ppl get to know me

or even how ppl try to know me~

for i know, i will not reveal to u

UNTIL THE DAY U KNOW ME

it's a bad day today~ :(

it's never easy to entertain someone u hate

and now i know the how strong and how effective

"the confeident word can cause someone to fail in life"

having a certain limit of it

definitely it's crucial

but having more than the limit,

will just kill everything away from u.

I AM SORRY~

till today, i admit i am still not being able to handle CRISIS

it's just that my brain somehow stucks somewhere when i needed it

REST TIME

2009-02-15T18:05:00.010+08:00

when i see people with bandages on the hand or ankles,
i will start imagining how if i get it one day?
thats also a reason why i dislike BALLS sports.
i somehow afraid of that because i can totally be unease for that pain
few years back, when i was still learning taekwando.
i got it on my toes. my godness
i can hardly walk and i hate it to the max

this week, the beginning of the week.
i got a BIG ANGPOW
on me, yeoh aun yee
i can still remember the scene
right before tuition, i wanted to go for a ride
while waiting for yewchung,
and it's about to rain and i wanted to rush home
the time i reached my house, i press the BREAK button hardly
and everything happened T.T

FOR THE FIRST TIME,
i feel the pain.
i feel the blood flowing out
i couldnt even walk into my house

thanks to yewchung =D
few minutes back, i was still smsing her
and few minutes after, i couldnt grab the phone
my mum, quickly applied some ointment on me

I CAN SEE the flashes of my body
i burst into tears when i know it's gonna be exam next week
it's not funny how i fall.
i am gonna be something new to me. but i am sure i can handle next time
this injury doesnt even stop me from learning, keep moving forward
i still work hard. work hard for my dreams

i kinda wondering this days
should i pause this? should i let it go before i suffer more?
i hate the word SORRY
what means sorry? define.
sorry is said when u did something you did not intend to
if u are about to do it just for fun, but u hurt someone.
then u shouldnt say sorry! CONGRATULATIONS, U WON IT!
pisssssssss.. sorry i am disappointed
from the moment u did that, i knew in my heart,
u dont know me well. u dont even know what i need at the right time.
all the bad thoughts start flowing from my mind again!
u know who u are, when u about to that again
well. think twice, before u do it.

it's exam tomorrow! good lucks to everyone.
i am getting better, will update more soon

VALENTINE SALES FINALLY ENDED OFFICIALLY
POST MOTTOM weeeeeee

my knee

my right hand

my shoulder.
ouccchhhh. i am having hard time in bathing and
wearing clothes

my right hand.
i cant write T.T

BUT I STILL LOOK OKAY!

JIAJIUN, CONGRATS U DONE A GREAT JOB
KHAISHIEN, JIAYOU! U CAN DO IT

i pity my two best friends who falls into tears on VALENTINE

ciaos!

week after CNY

2009-02-07T00:25:00.004+08:00

after a 10 days of break,
i feel a lot better and have new passions
with new mood to study and strike for my goal
life goes on and

some conflicts happened this week =(
I AM TOO LAZY TO CARE
unecessary things
i just wanna concentrate on my aims

oh yes!!!! valentine sales has officially ENDED
wuhoo! bear strikes a very good record
88 receipts. at least 88 bears are sold
1st equation in linear programming
bear>/=88
2nd equation
happy>sad
3rd eguation
tired>energitic!

CONCLUSION: thats gonna be a memories of mine
for valentine 2009!!

---SPECIAL THANKS---
the KUNG fu.
the daniel
the chin eng
the yew chung
the suit yee
the ping ning
the ching li

anddddd those who has supported me DIRECTLY AND ALSO indirectly
=D

i am getting ready for my intervensi it's important
i am gonna be busy wrapping the bears
i am gonna be ready for MY DEAR ESTHER TAN PRESENT

today! i feel happy
i rolled on my bed cant even sleep
too relax and it's been so long since i did it
wow! and chatted with my dearest mummy!

so well. for sentimental and emotional stuff will upload soon..... =D
I AM OVERALL HAPPY TODAY

yewchung! i will always support u! GOOD LUCKSS!
u are not quit if u lose!
j--i--a--y--o--u!

I BOUGHT MY M2!

snake's drawings ON THE WINDSCREEN

VERY VERY VERY NICE HOR? bluek!

stupid look after school XD

LAST DAY OF SALES

ledt so little MY BEARSSSS T.T

IVAN'S 2009 VALENTINE PRODUCTION

WUHOO! WHAT A HAPPY ENDING

i am off to bed. lights off

DREAMS COME

good night and sweet dreams =)

RANDOM.

2009-02-01T14:22:00.003+08:00

The Pearl- MY CURRENT BEDTIME STORIES

IGNORE MY BIG PALM

HAHAHAAA.. I LOVE DICE

MY NEWEST CALENDER.

IGNORE THE US DOLLAR

MY 17TH FIRST-BIRTHDAY CARD

FROM ESTHER TAN

IGNORE THE PUMPKIN HEAD

THANKS DEAR

MY WAKE UP LOOK

IGNORE THE MESSY HAIR.

TOO MANY THINGS TO IGNORE. BUT DONT IGNORE MY KINDNESS TO SHARE! =D

Here MY MOOD comes

2009-02-01T00:30:00.003+08:00

ON THE WAY BACK TO PENANG.
I LOOK SO SLEEPY

MY POTRAIT. IT'S UGLY AND I HATE IT
DONT LOOK LIKE ME AT ALL

OUR HALOWEEN CHOCOLATE BIRTHDAY CAKE

CUTE AND COOL MAN!

well. i am gonna blog about my chinese new year stuff

wasnt having a great time in the reunion night. but still thanks to my parents

i learnt a lot! =P

living in the villages is definitely something torturing me

indeed, i love to be with those relatives and friends.

but i will bored to death if there's only food and humans

i need entertainment la man.

i spent my CNY in penang. my granny's home

PITY u *sobs*

well. as i know when human comes to a certain age

it's a transition again

they could be as noisy as kids

as childish as INFANTS

seeing him having a skinny leg muscles are shrinking

probably due to DIABETICS

i just feel like my heart is popping out

from that, i hope that

i wish

i can be a doctor!

i want to rescue ppl, well i am kinda helpful ONLY AT TIMES

haha. i watched DA XI SHI during cny

quite a funny show but a bit a bit

dirty.. not suitable for kids la

although i never really enjoyed but the stress free life, i like it

just cant imagine how busy i could be when school reopens again

i want my 10 hrs sleep everyday.

feeling kinda happy to meet esther, my dearest friend for just only 3 HRS. T.T

but better than nothing. rushed to yen's house once i got back from penang

wuhoo. we baked a cake, although i did not

i was late. so my job is just to EAT.

we got our birthday present.

a nice card from her.

wakaka. and i wonder why i cut down weight.

i ate a lot man. BUT I LOOK round and PIG

during this holidays, thanks to my xiao yee

i heart her. she understands me a lot

she taught me lots of things

now i finally know how important lifes could be

u are my role model

she is a SUCCESSFUL LADY

WUHOO. no art tomorrow morning.

thats gonna be the happiest thing it could be

i must get my passport photos tomorrow

i must get the cross stitching thing tomorrow

i must send my phone for warranty,

sigh, the keypad problem again

but still I LOVE IT

i must get back daniel's clothes.

i must call up the bear outlets

i must have a hair cut

i must do revision before i am death in INTERVENSI test

so far thats all i need to do within this few days

ESTHER TAN!

before i forget good luck for ur exam

take care there. MISS U xoxo!

all the best u can do it!

sigh. i hate u

stop fooling me. i wont fall into ur trap this time

get away from me.

i left all my firecrackers at penang

my money ahh. I WON RM 150 FOR GAMBLING

wuhoooooo.. i played mahjong and poker.

and i regretted that i never take photos.

credit crunch. angpows are shrinking.

i mean really shrinking

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE....

BACK

2009-01-30T22:22:00.001+08:00

I STILL LOVE KL

GOODBYE 2008

2009-01-27T12:44:00.005+08:00

Guilin, China 2008
with my dearest family~!
8days in winter

Leehom Crazyness.
from china mineral bottle wahaha!

China Guilin, tourguide.
XIAO ZAI

DICE reunion on my sweet sixteen birthday
I LOVE U ALL XOXO

ME and AC
AT CHINA

DICE ON MY TEST PAPER! GOOD LUCK SPM

FAMILY DAY AT PD-DAD'S COMPANY

4S1 PHYSIC LAB 2008

ME AND ESTHER AT DE MAXX

EDITORIAL BOARD DAY

Niu Year's Crazinessssssss..

2009-01-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
wuhooooo... XD

The Break Down

2009-01-23T23:53:00.003+08:00

somehow after having loads and stress,
my emotion becomes so easily affected.
having some sleepless nights sometimes
when i always do homework at the late night
when i almost want to sleep
my brain is still WORKING

my godness. yesterday was a bit down with some incidents
i went there alone. thats gonna be reverse OF me
i wouldnt even step there anymore. i mean BY MYSELF
being bully by a malay kid really make me feel frustrated
but who cares about u?
just a crazy and ridiculous person

thanks to my best friends
i deeply appreciate ur carings especially Yewchung, D.I.C.E and everyone.
it's gonna be the only supports i need and
i hope i can be better later.

wuhoo! i am really free today
apart from everything
and i am gonna ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS

Japanese Students

2009-01-20T23:07:00.003+08:00

today my school is BOOMED with 250 japanese students.
they are all from Tsuna High School and 17 years old this year
the second they entered the school, connaughtians were out of control
i was wondering if we are gonna get it from Mr John tomorrow
the school was in chaos state and that causes the atmosphere very noisy

looking at their school uniform, cultures, fashion style
it's a huge different compared to us
ppl in japan are more advance than us, in terms of IT
i peeped at their cells and cameras, i dont think we
have those models in Malaysia

as a member of EDITORIAL BOARD
we were given some duties.
-interview them
-communicate with them
-take photos

interview seemed so easy to me
maybe i am good in talking but definitely not in japanese
we THOUGHT they can understand simple english
but it's beyond my expectations.
i was wondering if i am gonna fail the whole interview

we checked on the translator from the internet at the very very last minute
THANKS TO SUITYEE
she learnt some japanese pronounciation before.
or not, WE will be in trouble
even the english teacher, seriously speaking,
my english would have be better than him. sowie

i learnt a lot throughout the whole event
i learnt to speak, to make friends,
to get infos, thats gonna be a process before the school mag is out

COMMENTS FROM THEM
out of all, they said our school is nice
our classroom is nice
connaughtians are nice
the food is nice

spot my N.I.C.E they just use this word
but the weather kills them, TOO HOT!

i wanted to know more about their cultures.
but i couldnt even understand what they mean.
they gave us a pocket dictionary to translate
BUT
the problem is (the whole programme is in JAPANESE)
i dont even know where to backspace =p

*i saw a pretty girl today, the ONLY ONE
i dont know, i just dont see any pretty girls except her
though she is not that pretty either

students were so busy taking photographs
they really VISITED the whole school
from class to class
corner to corner

uhoh!
the only thing i feel depress today
my toe is injured
the bone that connects the nails to the leg.
i was hit by the chair the time i carried the BENCHES to the stage
i am walking really like a Handicap now!

sorry if i am mean to u
i just dont feel right to be with u
i know u are kind to me,
but there's still a BUT

thanks to diana. u saved my homeworks
u are a great great friend!

i will blog on the interviews information i got today later!
ciaos~i am gonna continue my homeworks again!

Exchange Student

2009-01-20T23:07:00.002+08:00

JAPANESE STUDENTS

are visiting SMKTC tomorrow

Revolution Returned

2009-01-19T16:39:00.002+08:00

i was pretty in a hurry this morning,
everything seem so pack and messy all the way to school

settling myself down straight heading to meeting
a new task of the day: SCHOOL MAG DISTRIBUTION
for FORM4 only!

we skipped the assembly again today
trying to sort out some sales money
got back into the hall to listen on CLEANINESS
speeched by: the PHILIPHINO-LADY(i am so mean):(

i am pretty sorry to her. she has been a good helper
but just there isnt a chance
deep from my heart,
i thank you for helping US always.
there isnt anything i can say, but still a great thank u from us
i really hope u dont feel bad because of neglecting u out*sometimes*

had a pretty busy day again, in fact i enjoyed it
the *U* i meant, has returned

i am having problems again with the sales
WRAPPERS ARE TORN
THE BEAR STOCKS
WE FOUND A NEW COMPETENT, Wuhoo~!

while i was piling all my chem handouts,
i found a quote which seem so meaningful

your vision will become clear,
only when u look into ur heart.
who looks outside, DREAMS
who looks inside, AWAKENS

-by Carl Jung-

i am alert! :)
i still know somehow,
i couldnt just do what ppl love to do
but i still enjoy what i do.
it ends up something positive

i save some money today
but that doesnt seem something good
because my tummy gonna hurts again T.T
i will take note. U TOO!

POTRAIT

2009-01-18T22:29:00.003+08:00

i did something special in ART TODAY
i drew my own POTRAIT!
of course
with the help from teacher
THATS GONNA BE SOMETHING SPECIAL
to be found in 5S1 NOTICE BOARD

phew~ what a relief!

Mixed

2009-01-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

i wondered why my weekends always ended up in a BUSY AND HECTIC DAY
even if i have tried to complete everything before it

what if i yearn for 48 hours a day?*
will that solve my problems?

definitely NOT

everything i did has a repay
everything i did reflect my feelings
all i know is I Am Seriously Running Out Of Time
that causes me to ENVY AND DEPRESS sometimes.

i know i am not gonna strike what i want, if all these are gonna continue
i am not as perfect as what u all thought
dont put such high expectations on ME
i will suffer more than what u think!
even if u really think i am good,THINK TWICE!

AIMS FOR This Week
all homeworks must be complete on that day itself
work loads can be drag for sometime
enjoy the time after being stressed out
help someone I PROMISED
be alert at all times.
the sickness get far away from me!
cut off some unecessary schedules
BE PREPARED FOR CNY!
revisions must be done

i am sorry dad. :(
i am not a smart child
but i dont mean to waste ur efforts
i will try my best
u are great to me!
i still hoping to get someone who can work along with me!
will *u* appear?
u used to be one, but i dont think u are free enough anymore
u are a EXCELLENT HELPER

i m heading to study again.
a brand new day!
ERASE EVERY SINGLE BAD THOUGHTS

New Start

2009-01-17T19:43:00.004+08:00

it's neither too late nor too early
to start everything all over again

even FRIENDSHIPS
here i am in a new blog
with new spirits and passions.

it's gonna be the first day of the week.
3rd week of 2009.

all i need now is REST
a good rest to recharge the battery.

first post of the blog should be something positive
i am gonna strike all my goals at once !

good luck everybody